Lavender Flower

Lavender flower
Lavender flower, flower

Got blood on my teeth, running down on my sweater (on my sweater)
That he ripped off in seconds, it's okay 'cause I let him
I know it ain't criminal to put me down like that
I ain't no victim, hm, I'm just a bitch laughing at her bad decisions
I know I been running, never really stopping
Looking straight into the eyes of the problem
Shutting out the sound while the voices getting louder
She let nobody mess with her

Power, with her power, but in these after hours
After hours, water pouring from her eyes in the shower
Tie-dying every towel, going red, going blue, she's a lavender flower
Sour, who tasted sour 'cause she wasted her hours on them cowards
And she keeps on wondering why she alone
Tie-dying every towel, going red, going blue

She's a lavender flower, all grown up now
But the girl in those pictures
I remember her thinking "It's like nobody gets me"
Was left with more questions than answers
Finally see the blessing of falling in love
With every single imperfection
Start to smell the roses, everybody notices
Now I see my shadow is a part of my story
Picking up myself 'cause I'm beautifully broken
She lets no one mess with her

Power, with her power, but in these after hours
After hours water pouring from her eyes in the shower
Tie-dying every towel, going red, going blue, she's a lavender flower
Sour, who tasted sour 'cause she wasted her hours on them cowards
And she keeps on wondering why she alone
Tie-dying every towel, going red, going blue

She's a lavender flower (whatever)
Just a bad night (whatever)
Just to be mine (whatever)
She's always gonna get up
Just a dumb lie (whatever)
Cutting her twice (whatever)
Like a sharp knife (whatever)

She's always gonna get up
Time she get stuck (whatever)
Call it bad luck (whatever)
Call it life sucks (whatever)
She's always gonna get up
Just like fire and water, she cools down then gets hotter
Even when talking hotter
You better watch out, don't mess with her

Power, with her power, but in these after hours
After hours water pouring from her eyes in the shower
Tie-dying every towel, going red, going blue, she's a lavender flower
Sour, who tasted sour 'cause she wasted her hours (her hours)
On them cowards and she keeps on wondering why she alone (why?)
Tie-dying every towel, going red, going blue, she's a lavender flower