Scared

[00:26.41] I'm scared, I'm scared of living, I'm scared of dying
[00:29.82] I'm scared of falling, I'm scared of flying, I'm scared of failure, I'm scared of trying
[00:33.19] I'm scared, I'm scared of losing my kids
[00:36.57] Suppressing all of my emotions, scared I might flip and lose my bread
[00:39.45] Nigga I'm scared, I'm scared this drinking might take control
[00:43.24] Becoming so co-dependent, losing my soul, just thought that I should let you know that
[00:46.31] I'm scared, I'm scared of turning out like my daddy
[00:49.75] Don't harbor no hard feelings, he may've made mistakes, but still glad the nigga had me
[00:53.00] I'm scared, I'm scared my grandma gon' pass away
[00:56.38] Any day could be her last, I tell her stay strong and fuck what the doctors say
[00:59.66] I'm scared, I'm scared that God don't exist
[01:02.98] I'm scared of that dark place I used reside when I ain't had shit
[01:05.94] Nigga I'm scared that me and my mom will never get close
[01:09.68] Success can be so scary especially when failure's all that I know
[01:12.92] I'm scared that my wife gon' end up leaving me
[01:16.05] Cause I get shut down so easily, now I can see why you don't believe in me
[01:19.26] Cause I'm scared
[01:20.41] I've been livin' like a stranger in my own head lately
[01:23.85] Running out of gas, now go ahead and take me
[01:27.25] Look at this monster, yeah this is what you make me
[01:30.83] So I scream from the top of my lungs
[01:35.48] Top of my lungs
[01:40.24] Cause I can barely breathe no more air
[01:42.59] I can barely, I can barely breathe, no more
[01:46.02] I'm scared, but ain't scared of none of y'all fuck niggas
[01:49.34] I'm scared of gettin' my heart broken, I'm sorry that's why I don't fuck wit' ya
[01:52.68] I'm scared of love, I'm scared of pain, I'm scared of music, I'm scared of fame
[01:56.05] I'm scared of fucking up my kids psychologically, now who's to blame?
[01:59.23] I'm scared I might die alone, some days I might cry alone
[02:02.63] I walk along these empty roads, scared I might not make it back home
[02:05.98] I'm scared I might lose another friend, I'm scared struggle and sufferin'
[02:09.25] I'm scared of my insecurities, but they always there like I'm stuck with them
[02:12.55] I'm scared to die over nuttin, I'm scared to stand up for something
[02:15.87] I'm scared of what you might think of me, I find comfort using this substance
[02:19.13] At night I'm scared to go to sleep cause I don't wanna have another nightmare
[02:22.41] I'm scared if everything fell apart and I was hurt you wouldn't be right there
[02:25.51] And I'm scared, Lord help me overcome fears
[02:29.04] It's sunshine after tears, I've been afraid for so many years
[02:32.26] And I apologise for anything I've done and pray hard to family and peers
[02:35.42] But I'm a fuckin' man and I'll be goddamed if I'ma drown in all of these fears
[02:38.62] Nigga who's scared?
[02:39.53] I've been livin' like a stranger in my own head lately
[02:43.21] Running out of gas, now go ahead and take me
[02:46.67] Look at this monster, yeah this is what you make me
[02:50.22] So I scream from the top of my lungs
[02:54.03] Top of my lungs
[02:59.73] Cause I can barely breathe no more air
[03:01.18] I can barely, I can barely breathe, no more
[03:06.05] I'm petrified
[03:07.79] I don't like this feeling, gotta rectify it
[03:10.24] This fight or flight like open mics, when safety's off and I'm next to fire
[03:14.49] Livin' scared's livin' dead, fuck being pathetic, I remain kinetic
[03:18.37] Steady move forward while trending up, but greater heights mean harder falls
[03:22.88] Ain't gotta run down no waterfalls, tryna master fear when you hear the call
[03:27.78] Overstand above two-step it up, we can break the bank with these bouncing heads
[03:31.60] If you say you can't you already lost to depressing thoughts, it'll drive a wedge
[03:36.23] Between you and success, don't see you're blessed
[03:38.77] How can you count what you can't percieve?
[03:40.96] Fear and loathing's just evil clothing, our core is good, but we don't believe
[03:45.26] We deserve the best and I serve the best by giving you what we can't retrieve
[03:49.31] This life we live is a precious fight, don't take the punches, gotta bob and weave
[03:53.64] Bodies can bust but the mind will snap if we fall into their traps kill our belief
[03:59.02] I've been livin' like a stranger in my own head lately
[04:02.77] Running out of gas, now go ahead and take me
[04:06.21] Look at this monster, yeah this is what you make me
[04:09.75] So I scream from the top of my lungs
[04:14.38] Top of my lungs
[04:19.13] Cause I can barely breathe no more air
[04:21.79] I can barely, I can barely breathe, no more
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