Gangsteritus

[00:13.82] These walls, these walls bringin' fire to my eyes, eye, woah
[00:24.53] I know, I know it's killin' me inside
[00:31.18] Things I've sacrificed for this life
[00:38.08] Everybody gotta make sacrifices
[00:40.55] Sometimes it ain't as simple as black and white is
[00:43.19] Especially when you got a bit of gangsteritus
[00:45.63] Trap star, rap star, man are gangster writers
[00:48.17] We was blendin' in rentals with cats as drivers
[00:50.46] I used to stack all the twenties spend all the fivers
[00:53.15] Nowadays, everybody wanna go viral
[00:55.43] But I got 'em on a needle like a old vinyl
[00:58.15] 2021, year of the entitled
[01:00.54] They say the trilogy itself's like the street bible
[01:03.10] Separate to elevate, it's been vital
[01:05.66] I been a big idol, I bleed out my eyeballs
[01:08.17] Different days, I'm either homicide or suicidal
[01:10.61] I don't think it's my fault, it's just the path that I walk
[01:13.68] Crown court spoilt, man are armed and blaggin'
[01:15.95] Stepped in the party laggin'
[01:17.41] They say they're gang but they're hardly bangin'
[01:19.93] I'm tryna hit him in his skull like I'm bringin' Ed Hardy back in
[01:23.11] Hit the can, then my dargs'll wrap him
[01:25.37] Since Feltham '06, they been sayin' I been hard at rappin'
[01:28.39] Kamikaze, the visit got half the pack in
[01:31.09] My brother gets it crackin' then I'm gettin' it crackin'
[01:33.79] I'm too tapped to tap in
[01:34.82] Shit, still smoke in my Prada jacket
[01:37.63] These walls, these walls bringin' fire to my eyes, eye, woah
[01:47.68] I know, I know it's killin' me inside
[01:54.35] Things I've sacrificed for this life
[01:58.54] It's weird how sometimes I miss the days
[02:01.20] When I never had a spliff to blaze
[02:03.09] Nanny hugged me in the courtroom and kissed my face
[02:05.82] My troubled childhood I wished away
[02:07.58] Another day, another risk to take
[02:09.35] Crown court, lookin' six to eight
[02:11.13] Now I'm in the booth daily goin' six for eight
[02:13.51] I used to mix the coke, not mix the tape
[02:16.22] Now this mixtape cost ten bricks of flake
[02:18.99] I need freedom like air
[02:20.47] You never understand until 'til you see it disappear
[02:23.15] And I can't lie I wish money was here
[02:25.44] I'll give it all to have him back and put one in the air
[02:27.91] Man say they wanna kill me, I ain't scared
[02:29.85] I'll double your dare, even cover your fare
[02:32.00] I'm goin' out like Tony at the top of the stairs
[02:34.69] Ain't my first choice but I be in some fuckery affairs
[02:37.37] Mum struggled for years, Nan suffered for years
[02:39.78] That's buckets of tears
[02:41.34] Hence, the fire burnin', so when it comes to these numbers I'm too assertive
[02:44.68] I got my suttin' on me, crisis averted
[02:47.22] Crisis averted means it's on person
[02:49.85] Not third person
[02:51.16] When suspects turn victims it's on purpose
[02:53.61] I've done bird with long-termers, wrong turners
[02:56.35] Stop starters, cop burners, we're not learners
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[03:07.95] These walls
[03:13.73] Fire
[03:18.28] These walls
[03:22.94] Me inside
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[03:37.49] Everybody gotta make sacrifices
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