Overthinking

See, lately I been overthinking
I can't seem to find the strength these days
Yea I know I should be thankful for my health
Don't be too hard on myself
They say brighter days are on the way
Still I'm sitting here just overthinking
Hoping by tomorrow I can find the cure
Feel I should be doing more
Why does life feel like a chore these days
At time I pray for rain just to wash the pain away
Im over thinking bout overthinking
Yea, yea
Yea, yea
Im over thinking bout overthinking
Yea, yea
Yea, yea
Like did I write the last great record I got in me
Are my friends all sitting there saying they proud of me
Acouple people i owe an apology
And middle finger to every single people out there who ever doubted me, look
This right here really a gift and curse
Like no matter how hard I try
I keep making it worse
Push away the people I love cuz deep down i feel ashamed
Tryna build my fortune I could give a fuck about the fame
Im tryna tell you
All that shit is lame to me
Really, years later still feel the same to me
Chip on my shoulder been heavy
Felt like im more than ready
Am I doing this right here just for them to forget me
Lately I been overthinking
I can't seem to find the strength these days
Yea I know I should be thankful for my health
Don't be too hard on myself
They say brighter days are on the way
Still I'm sitting here just overthinking
Hoping by tomorrow I can find the cure
Feel I should be doing more
Why does life feel like a chore these days
At time I pray for rain just to wash the pain away
Im over thinking bout overthinking
Yea, yea
Yea, yea
Im over thinking bout overthinking
Yea, yea
Yea, yea
I wake up in the morning
I take a look in the mirror
Sometimes I can't recognize the person and it don't clearer
I feel the energy off now
Lessons feel more like a loss
Tried to go right all my wrongs tell me what more do they want
Now all my Insecurities getting the best of me
Depression set it, Now its weighing on me heavily
So I roll up another one thinking that'll be the remedy
I had people I called friends turn into enemies, off jealousy
I ain't perfect, never claim to be
Try to avoid negativity
Feel like it aim for me
You gotta go and prove everything that you say to me
Need the universe to sway for me
See, lately I been overthinking
I can't seem to find the strength these days
Yea I know I should be thankful for my health
Don't be too hard on myself
They say brighter days are on the way
Still I'm sitting here just overthinking
Hoping by tomorrow I can find the cure
Feel I should be doing more
Why does life feel like a chore these days
At time I pray for rain just to wash the pain away
Im over thinking bout overthinking
Yea, yea
Yea, yea
Im over thinking bout overthinking
Yea, yea
Yea, yea