complicated

‌sorrow bringer
I could never tell if they love
Or hate me, it's complicated
It's complicated
All I know: These drugs help me out with
Thinking, I swear they save me, oh
I know they save me
I just need a push to wake up
And take 'em just to motivate me
Now I'm motivated pouring out my soul is
Too hard when conscious
So I do it faded and the product pays me
She tell me that she loving on me
Regardless but I know she faking, oh
I know she fakes it
Tell me how you really feel off this
Ace, I swear I could take it
Promise I can take it
With everything in my life, I'm complacent
And if i was here now, I'd be crying
Shaking i'm searching up effects for
The shit I'm taking
And it's all just bad but, damn
Still I take 'em
I cannot bank on myself 'cause I couldn't
Tell you how long I'm breathing
Process the words that the masses tell
You and prove them weaklings
I'm at the point where only god
Can save me 'cause I
Reject the treatment they propose to
Me 'cause I'm happy bleeding
The devil told me I was born to demon
(Let's go) crawl forward on your fractures
I can feel the wrath of
God through her bullet words
Time and time again
I am stripped of rest and happiness
But we all got our pain
So I'll shut up 'cause
Mine is nothing special
I could never tell if they love
Or hate me, it's complicated
It's complicated
All I know: These drugs help me out with
Thinking, I swear they save me, oh
I know they save me
I just need a push to wake up
And take 'em just to motivate me
Now I'm motivated pouring out my soul is
Too hard when conscious
So I do it faded and the product pays me
She tell me that she loving on me
Regardless but I know she faking, oh
I know she fakes it
Tell me how you really feel off this
Ace, I swear I could take it
Promise I can take it
With everything in my life, I'm complacent
And if i was here now, I'd be crying
Shaking i'm searching up effects for
The shit I'm taking
And it's all just bad but, damn
Still I take 'em