Mirrors

[00:01.75] And I looked
[00:03.74] And behold a pale horse
[00:06.85] And his name that's said upon him is death
[00:11.27] And hell followed with him
[00:22.07] You ever get depression, face goes blank
[00:24.14] No expression, dealing with some demons, they aggressive
[00:26.37] Looking at the gun on the dresser
[00:28.07] Got a question, will these thoughts stop if I press it?
[00:30.68] I don't really wanna off myself, but I often sit and think
[00:33.43] Gotta shed a tear like a drop from a faucet sink
[00:35.93] Need to talk to a shrink, walk with a priest
[00:37.78] Wanna fight everybody when I walk down the street
[00:39.96] Want a problem?
[00:41.42] Fuck you, your honor, never had a father
[00:43.97] Made me crazy motherfucker
[00:44.62] Came in swinging like Muhammed Ali
[00:45.96] Frazier, born in 1980, started rappin' way before I ever heard of Shady
[00:50.00] I ain't even know white dudes rap
[00:52.17] Thought you had to be black for that
[00:53.33] Had to feel he started jackin' with the hat to match
[00:55.46] I was rappin' way before I heard of aftermath
[00:57.86] I've been feelin' crazy, but
[00:59.71] I've been actin' like I got it all together
[01:02.29] I've been down lately, but
[01:03.93] Maybe some day I'll get my act together
[01:06.12] Made it through the bad weather
[01:08.07] It was okay, but I had better
[01:10.12] I don't like to look in mirrors
[01:12.73] 'Cause I don't like looking at my face
[01:17.14] I don't look at my face
[01:21.13] I don't look at my face
[01:25.69] I don't look at my face
[01:29.79] I see you lookin' at my face
[01:32.49] Why so aggressive?
[01:34.16] Say it with my chest, yeah, so they get the message
[01:36.16] I don't mean to text best if you just look away
[01:38.53] 'Fore I make your head twist like a exorcist
[01:40.84] Wakin' up from nightmares
[01:42.54] Heart thumpin' God, are You hearin' my prayers?
[01:45.02] 'Cause I hear thunder and I don't really like mirrors
[01:47.07] Someone stares back at me lookin' like my fears
[01:49.28] The only one that I'm scared of is G-O-D
[01:51.70] And the old me, drunk or OE
[01:53.64] And I don't know if you aware, but I've been slowly
[01:55.90] Numbing pain like a OD on codeine
[01:57.97] Battlin' my demons like it's 106 and Park
[01:59.96] Medicatin' sins with some gin, never healed the scar
[02:02.37] Tryna end part, part of my heart with my art
[02:04.37] But the dark feel like darts and I don't know where I should start
[02:06.63] 'Cause I've been feelin' crazy, but
[02:09.31] I've been actin' like I got it all together
[02:11.43] I've been down lately, but
[02:13.70] Maybe some day I'll get my act together
[02:15.82] Made it through the bad weather
[02:17.83] It was okay, but I had better
[02:20.25] I don't like to look in mirrors
[02:22.34] 'Cause I don't like lookin' at my face
[02:26.81] I don't look at my face
[02:31.16] I don't look at my face
[02:35.58] I don't look at my face
[02:39.66] I see you lookin' at my face
[02:46.39] I'm mentally unstable, unable to get a grip
[02:47.97] Bet my guardian angel probably thinks I'm a piece of shit
[02:50.15] Got a mountain of problems, and I've been standin' on a cliff
[02:52.38] Figured maybe I should jump and tell everybody I tripped
[02:54.54] Can't admit it, but I'm sick of the prescription pills that I get
[02:56.72] Gettin' harder to swallow, and I don't feel like I'm fixed
[02:58.62] I'm slippin' further and further into the grip of a pill
[03:00.88] I've been digging since I was nothin' a little six-year-old kid
[03:03.27] Now I'm grown and I'm seein' ghosts
[03:04.54] Of the man I used to be before I fell into this hole
[03:06.66] Full of bones, I've been gettin' stoned
[03:08.15] And it helped me cope with everything beautifully
[03:09.84] But I wish I would've known 'bout the lows
[03:11.40] I moved into the middle of nowhere
[03:12.96] If I was you, wouldn't go there
[03:13.91] 'Cause I just wanna be (by myself)
[03:15.87] Nothin' but some mountains and cold air
[03:17.23] I got my dogs and I don't care
[03:18.38] And I did everything (by myself)
[03:20.71] I just wanna be in nature
[03:21.74] Keep erasin' my entire legacy
[03:23.62] Of everything and being famous
[03:24.91] I am not a celebrity, I'm a piece of paper
[03:27.06] That I scribble my thoughts on when they feel dangerous
[03:29.56] Fuck you, I can see it clear
[03:31.15] You still want Hollywood, now I wanna disappear
[03:33.11] Everywhere I go, people lookin' at me weird
[03:35.37] Every time I see mirror
[03:36.32] (I can't look at my face)
[03:39.99] I've been feeling crazy, but
[03:41.23] I've been actin' like I got it all together
[03:43.22] I've been down lately, but
[03:45.17] Maybe some day I'll get my act together
[03:47.79] Made it through the bad weather
[03:49.70] It was okay, but I had better
[03:51.71] I don't like to look in mirrors
[03:54.02] 'Cause I don't like lookin' at my face
[03:58.52] I don't look at my face
[04:02.60] I don't look at my face
[04:07.09] I don't look at my face
[04:11.26] I see you lookin' at my face
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