So I

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So I by Charli xcx

About So I

“So I” is a tribute to Charli’s long time collaborator SOPHIE. They worked together on songs like “Vroom Vroom” and “Lipgloss”. Charli has credited SOPHIE as being one of the biggest influences in her artistry and her life. In this song, Charli speaks of her regrets about their relationship, how she would often push SOPHIE away since Charli was afraid of not being cool enough or good enough of a person for her. Charli also suggests she would have kept SOPHIE closer if she had known she would pass away so soon. .

So I Lyrics

[00:08.47] Always on my mind
[00:11.59] (Every day, every night)
[00:12.51] Your star burns so bright
[00:15.60] (Why did I push you away?)
[00:16.62] I was scared sometimes
[00:19.69] You had a power like a lightnin' strike
[00:24.56] When I'm on stage, sometimes I lie
[00:28.02] Say that I love singin' these songs you left behind
[00:32.23] (And I know you always said) "It's okay to cry"
[00:36.15] So, I know I can cry, I can cry, so I cry
[00:42.00] Wish I tried to pull you closer
[00:46.01] You pushed me hard, made me focus
[00:50.14] Your words, brutal, lovin', truthful
[00:53.80] I was petrified
[00:58.44] You're a hero and a human
[01:02.72] Track was gone, I'd make excuses
[01:06.57] You would say, "Come on, stay for dinner"
[01:10.32] I'd say, "No, I'm fine"
[01:13.63] (Now I really wish I stayed)
[01:15.03] Always on my mind
[01:17.73] (Every day, every night)
[01:18.71] Your star burns so bright
[01:21.84] (Why did I push you away?)
[01:22.78] I was scared sometimes
[01:25.80] You had a power like a lightnin' strike
[01:30.58] When I'm on stage, sometimes I lie
[01:34.38] Say that I love singin' these songs you left behind
[01:38.35] (And I know you always said) "It's okay to cry"
[01:42.34] So, I know I can cry, I can cry, so I cry
[01:48.29] Guilty feelings keep me fractured
[01:52.24] Got a phone call after Christmas
[01:56.41] Didn't know how I should act
[02:00.09] I watched you dance online
[02:04.35] Your sounds, your words live on, endless
[02:08.62] When I make songs, I remember
[02:13.12] Things you'd suggest, "Make it faster"
[02:16.64] Would you like this one?
[02:19.78] (Maybe just a little bit?)
[02:20.94] Always on my mind
[02:24.08] (Every day, every night)
[02:24.84] Your star burns so bright
[02:27.94] (Why did I push you away?)
[02:29.09] I was scared sometimes
[02:32.39] You had a power like a lightnin' strike
[02:36.96] When I'm on stage, sometimes I lie
[02:40.54] Say that I love singin' these songs you left behind
[02:44.71] (And I know you always said) "It's okay to cry"
[02:48.83] So, I know I can cry, I can cry, so I cry
[02:52.75]

From the album: Brat and it’s completely different but also still brat