It’s Been Awhile

[00:17.86] And it's been a while
[00:19.50] Since I could hold my head up high
[00:26.17] And it's been a while
[00:27.93] Since I first saw you
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[00:34.26] And it's been a while
[00:36.26] Since I could stand on my own two feet again
[00:42.61] And it's been a while
[00:44.29] Since I could call you
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[00:50.83] And everything I can't remember
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[00:59.02] As fucked up as it all may seem
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[01:07.28] The consequences that are rendered
[01:15.42] I've stretched myself beyond my means
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[01:23.53] And it's been a while
[01:25.34] Since I can say that I wasn't addicted
[01:30.74] And it's been a while
[01:33.59] Since I can say I love myself as well, and
[01:40.09] And it's been a while
[01:41.89] Since I've gone and fucked things up just like I always do
[01:48.26] And it's been a while
[01:50.16] But all that shit seems to disappear when I'm with you
[01:56.43] And everything I can't remember
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[02:04.64] As fucked up as it all may seem
[02:10.31]
[02:12.84] The consequences that I've rendered
[02:20.72] I've gone and fucked things up again, again
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[02:33.77] Why must I feel this way?
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[02:41.99] Just make this go away
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[02:49.90] Just one more peaceful day
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[03:01.74] And it's been a while
[03:03.50] Since I could look at myself straight
[03:10.07] And it's been a while
[03:11.96] Since I said I'm sorry
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[03:18.57] And it's been a while
[03:20.17] Since I've seen the way the candles light your face
[03:26.63] And it's been a while
[03:28.50] But I can still remember just the way you taste
[03:34.93] And everything I can't remember
[03:42.90] As fucked up as it all may seem to be, I know it's me
[03:51.02] I cannot blame this on my father
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[03:59.23] He did the best he could for me
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[04:07.04] And it's been a while
[04:08.84] Since I could hold my head up high
[04:15.31] And it's been a while
[04:17.36] Since I said I'm sorry
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