Gon Die (feat. Stevie Ross)

[00:09.00] (I smoke too much, I drink too much)
[00:11.86] (I smoke too much, I drink too much)
[00:15.68] I smoke too much, I drink too much, I feel like I'm gon' die
[00:19.53] I'm anxious bruh, it's way too much, I think I lost my mind
[00:23.29] Once again I'm on the edge and I just keep on looking down
[00:27.14] If I jumped and hit rock bottom would it even make a sound?
[00:30.94] I smoke too much, I drink too much, I feel like I'm gon' die
[00:34.81] I'm anxious bruh, it's way too much, I think I lost my mind
[00:38.68] Once again I'm on the edge and I just keep on looking down
[00:42.44] If I jumped and hit rock bottom would it even make a sound?
[00:46.20] 'Cause I don't wanna feel like this
[00:49.04] But this some real life shit
[00:50.87] I know you feel my shit, whoa
[00:54.17] No, I don't wanna feel like this
[00:56.68] But this some real life shit
[00:58.56] I know you feel my shit, whoa
[01:01.73] How'd it get like this?
[01:02.86] So fucked up I could slit my wrists
[01:04.77] But I'm in that whip and I'm way too high like I hit the switch
[01:09.15] I gotta figure it out but all my friends like, "Merk whatchu trippin' about?"
[01:12.29] See what I'm feeling is doubt
[01:13.44] It used to be a dream now I'm livin' it out
[01:15.19] But we still in the drought, huh?
[01:16.72] It's kinda crazy how that works
[01:18.43] At sixteen I got hacked like a password
[01:20.41] I'm a product of my past now that hurts
[01:22.28] I'm the real fucking deal you an actor
[01:24.27] Last year I lost my uncle to cancer
[01:26.17] So this year I don't fuck with you rappers
[01:27.97] The worst part is I just started smoking
[01:29.81] It's fucked up y'all think that I'm joking
[01:31.86] That's the reason that he lost his life, I did not think twice
[01:34.50] It does not feel right
[01:35.51] What can I say I'm a sick individual
[01:37.50] Drinking all the time now it feels like a ritual
[01:39.45] It started off small, it was minuscule
[01:41.55] I been doin' this shit since middle school
[01:43.46] They asking me questions in interviews
[01:45.29] They wanna know what I did and I didn't do
[01:47.39] I smoke too much, I drink too much, I feel like I'm gon' die
[01:51.76] I'm anxious bruh, it's way too much, I think I lost my mind
[01:55.46] Once again I'm on the edge and I just keep on looking down
[01:59.34] If I jumped and hit rock bottom would it even make a sound?
[02:03.11] I smoke too much, I drink too much, I feel like I'm gon' die
[02:06.98] I'm anxious bruh, it's way too much, I think I lost my mind
[02:10.81] Once again I'm on the edge and I just keep on looking down
[02:14.63] If I jumped and hit rock bottom would it even make a sound?
[02:18.44] And they all love the song too much
[02:20.77] Sleeping, I eat junk too much
[02:22.62] High living month to month
[02:24.51] Phone change up I'ma die soon
[02:26.28] Give mama all the money from the iTunes
[02:28.13] Stepping on shells in my nice shoes
[02:29.61] Don't wanna load it up 'cause I might shoot
[02:31.57] I hang around guns and bricks
[02:33.09] I need to stop catching rides on these sunken ships
[02:34.84] Mean I'm on but I'm not what the assumption is
[02:36.83] Last year I was sad as shit but I was rich
[02:39.14] And now I'm broke with a classic
[02:40.71] Now I'm clean and sober
[02:42.42] Man I came so far from leanin' over
[02:44.24] Ex-friends talkin' 'bout how Stevie over
[02:46.11] But they need the order
[02:47.00] They don't even know me
[02:48.14] Picking up the bag with no logo
[02:49.70] Every damn thing stamps inside
[02:51.85] I'd say more but its better that you don't know
[02:53.74] Wave high when you camped outside
[02:55.58] Last year I had four different condos
[02:57.55] Kicked door before I could have five
[02:59.44] That's why every day I wake and give thanks and I'm humble
[03:01.82] If I don't I might die 'cause
[03:03.65] I wake up every morning still exhausted
[03:07.12] Cigarette butts on the carpet
[03:09.06] I been fed up with this nonsense, yeah
[03:12.00] There's still a couple demons in my closet
[03:14.82] When I see 'em just the feeling makes me nauseous
[03:17.73] I can't stop it no
[03:19.65] I smoke too much, I drink too much, I feel like I'm gon' die
[03:23.49] I'm anxious bruh, it's way too much, I think I lost my mind
[03:27.33] Once again I'm on the edge and I just keep on looking down
[03:31.06] If I jumped and hit rock bottom would it even make a sound?
[03:34.91] 'Cause I don't wanna feel like this
[03:37.69] But this some real life shit
[03:39.48] I know you feel my shit, whoa
[03:42.61] No I don't wanna feel like this
[03:45.26] But this some real life shit
[03:47.16] I know you feel my shit, whoa
[03:50.20] 'Cause I don't wanna feel like this
[03:52.91] But this some real life shit
[03:54.77] I know you feel my shit, whoa
[03:57.96] No I don't wanna feel like this
[04:00.58] But this some real life shit
[04:02.48] I know you feel my shit, whoa
[04:05.56] I smoke too much, I drink too much, I feel like I'm gon' die
[04:09.48] I'm anxious bruh, it's way too much, I think I lost my mind
[04:13.29] I smoke too much, I drink too much, I feel like I'm gon' die
[04:17.14] I'm anxious bruh, it's way too much, I think I lost my mind
[04:21.00] I smoke too much, I drink too much, I feel like I'm gon' die
[04:24.81] I'm anxious bruh, it's way too much, I think I lost my mind
[04:28.65] I smoke too much, I drink too much, I feel like I'm gon' die
[04:32.57] I'm anxious bruh, it's way too much, I think I lost my mind