poison myself

[00:00.06] I was dying in my dream last night
[00:04.15] For the first time this year, I felt fine
[00:07.76] Felt the blade and I watched the blood
[00:11.42] Didn't even put up a fight
[00:15.25] Know it's something they want me to hide
[00:18.83] But the truth will come out once I die
[00:22.62] Wanna scream, but I can't open my mouth
[00:26.24] I think I'm too sad to cry
[00:29.10] So I poison myself again
[00:32.40] You're the toxin running through my veins
[00:36.51] And I don't think you understand
[00:39.92] It's like I poured all my love down the drain
[00:43.63] So I poison myself again
[00:48.49] You're the toxin running through my veins
[00:51.38] And I still reach out for your hand
[00:54.87] While you slowly push me away
[00:58.95] If anyone could've saved me
[01:01.60] It would've been you
[01:05.84] I forgive you for all the pain
[01:09.25] You put me through
[01:13.46] And I'm praying to God, please take me soon
[01:18.39] Don't make me suffer more
[01:20.78] But if anyone could've saved me
[01:23.70] It would've been you
[01:27.99] So I poison myself again
[01:32.76] You're the toxin running through my veins
[01:35.64] And I don't think you understand
[01:39.09] It's like I poured all my love down the drain
[01:42.79] So I poison myself again
[01:47.53] You're the toxin running through my veins
[01:50.30] And I still reach out for your hand
[01:53.86] While I'm dying over and over again
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