Genesis, pt. i

[00:00.07] They say the 20's are the best years of your life
[00:03.36] But I seem to be spending mine missing sunsets
[00:06.46] Because I'm busy on my phone
[00:07.72] Observing everyone else
[00:09.54] How I compare and obsess
[00:10.82] Just me
[00:11.37] My phone
[00:11.81] And these walls
[00:12.65] And I been sober for some months
[00:13.88] But I can feel the demons waiting on my downfall
[00:16.93] Since I'm so ugly and irrelevant
[00:18.90] I been losing friends as if I'm tryna get rid of them
[00:21.45] I googled why I'm so desperate for
[00:23.26] Validation and sedatives
[00:25.21] Calling men who don't give a
[00:27.09] **** about me
[00:28.17] Then when my mother called I pretend I'm busy
[00:31.50] I'm tryna end up anywhere except from where I been
[00:34.22] Curtains closed bed bound
[00:35.80] Amphetamines
[00:37.12] This devil on my shoulder man I'm tryna shake him off
[00:39.99] My ex is on my timeline it's as if he's showing off
[00:43.47] My self esteem is Facetune and ring lights
[00:46.33] My ego is conquering new heights
[00:48.73] I think I need some
[00:50.25] (I think I need some)
[00:51.70] Do you need some
[00:53.52] (Do you need some)
[00:54.34] Don't we all need some light
[00:56.60] (we all need some light)
[01:00.44] I think I need some
[01:02.82] I lied I don't think I know I need some
[01:05.68] I need some light
[01:07.41] Some sweet sunshine
[01:08.53] To feel alright
[01:09.83] Please let there be light
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