Alaska

I Wonder What It Might Be Like To Be Within The Same Four Walls As You Again
Pressed Against The Cabinet In Your Room
I Watch You Throw The Pillows To The Floor
Your Daily Affirmations In The Corner Of Your Mirror Penned In Lipstick
I Read 'Em Over Three Times On My Own
I Resist The Urge To Add Another Line
To Your Life
To Your Time Here
Til It Burns Out With The Lights
Are You Leaving Or Just Getting Home
It Gets So Hard For Me To Tell
When I'm Out Here All Alone
Entangled In Your Presence While You Told Me Of Your Time Spent In Alaska
We Laughed About The Silly Things We've Done For Love
But We Were Only Kids Then
And I Watched You Get Dressed For The Very Last Time
Just Thinking How I'll Never Trace The Contour Of Your Spine With My Fingertips Again
Watching My World Become So Small
Now Would You Wait
Or Are We Terrified To Let This Marinate
Over Time Or Into Something Good
I Can't Help But Wonder If We Really Could
But, Then I Wonder If We Even Should
Blow My Mind
I Haven't Felt This Burning For Some Time Now
And I've Been Cold
Selfishly Aware Of All My Downfalls
Then You Come Along To Shake Me Out Of Nightmares To Talk Me Back To Sleep In Peace
The Peace I Find In You And You Find In Me
And I Won't Disappear
Don't You Disappear On Me