Thoughts

[00:36.77] I keep on pacing up and down the room
[00:40.10] And I keep looking at this fucking rope
[00:42.65] My momma text me saying, "See you soon"
[00:45.64] But will I make it? I don't know
[00:47.95] I don't wanna die, but I also don't wanna hurt
[00:50.87] I found a pot of gold, but still feel like I need to search, word
[00:54.57] Success ain't everything that I assumed
[00:57.44] 'Cause I feel lonely in these crowed rooms
[01:00.67] Can't even tell if it's plastic or real
[01:03.17] They love me, but I feel inadequate still
[01:05.38] I mean, I try to stay focused and ignore it, but the pressure will build
[01:08.73] Would be ashamed if I don't set up my kids
[01:11.23] I mean, I'm booming right now, but how long is my reign gone last?
[01:16.98] Feel like I'm one wrong step away from becoming the same old cass
[01:23.16] I don't wanna go back
[01:24.92] Wanna move forward, but I don't have all the energy
[01:27.27] Especially when friends is busy siding with enemies
[01:30.12] Thought you knew me better than all these made up analogies
[01:33.06] How could I be happy when everybody is mad at me?
[01:36.30] You could tell I'm lonely by all these memes in my gallery
[01:39.07] Busy burning bridges when I should be burning calories
[01:42.23] Wishing that we all came with rechargeable batteries
[01:45.26] Wanna end it all, but I gotta think of my family, fuck
[01:51.06] Now I'm forced to smile with niggas like a scoop, hm
[01:56.91] Who don't love me like they say that they do, hm, hm
[02:02.89] I can see it in the way that they move, hm, hm
[02:08.33] Niggas, do you false? And say they living they truth
[02:12.63] Oh, you're gonna miss me when I'm gone
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[02:21.67] They only love you when you're gone
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[02:33.52] Yo, yo, uh, who got receipts for what a prayer do, uh?
[02:37.03] You let me forward that, let me know that I'm unbreakable, uh
[02:39.95] Your sync folder, let me know how much it ate at you, uh
[02:42.94] Come see my plate and all this shit they made me cater to, uh
[02:45.89] It ain't no space for you 'cause I done been confined to it, uh
[02:49.09] Ain't nothing perfect like my vessel if I fine tune it, uh
[02:52.09] Man, I been thirsty than a bitch, been tryna find fluid, uh
[02:54.76] I got a waterfall to find out that it's diluted, uh
[02:57.96] I see the sun inside my son, so I been super shaded but illuminated, uh
[03:03.03] Can't do the cell so I went Super Saiyan, uh
[03:06.04] My Neo soul can make it through the Matrix, uh
[03:09.04] Woah-woah, clear through my basement I been fumigating
[03:11.42] This shit got me bugging, uh
[03:13.07] I'm still a slave, I got a noose inside my stomach, uh
[03:16.78] My free shackles turn to jury for the function, uh
[03:19.60] My self destruction look like sumn', sumn', sumn', uh
[03:22.64] And I fear God but tell the devil we could run it, uh
[03:25.50] Your inner beauty never paid you, truth is ugly, huh?
[03:28.57] I'm so confused, I see the darkness when the sun is up
[03:31.76] You tell the truth, when we meet up you just see money, huh
[03:34.97] It's been a minute since I fell in love
[03:36.87] Been soul searching, I been meaning to tell
[03:39.23] Was unavailable they needed my help
[03:41.90] See I convinced the whole damn world to believe in me, bro
[03:45.53] When I don't even believe in myself
[03:47.70] I'm not as honest as you think I am
[03:50.02] I'm just as filtered as your Instagram
[03:52.13] I mean, I'm really me, just with a bit of trickery
[03:55.04] I don't trust a soul, I be like Mr. Bean, shhh
[03:57.44] My spirit the reason people look up, sorta like Listerine
[04:00.71] Scratch beneath the surface no matter how I word it
[04:03.76] Could never tell the truth to my fans, they think I'm perfect
[04:06.98] I know I'm real, and I know I'm fake
[04:09.16] Don't know my fate, but I know my faith
[04:11.59] Tryin' to control my pace
[04:13.37] Believe in God and the Pearly Gates
[04:15.25] So if I die, I hope my soul you take
[04:17.48] I know that heaven is a stretch
[04:19.15] But I'm hoping that you'll hold my place
[04:21.32] I know I'll make it though I made mistakes
[04:23.43] Father protect me
[04:24.58] When I walk through the shadows of the Valley of Death
[04:27.57] With no fear of the darkness though I'm hearing the threats
[04:30.64] When I walk through the shadows of the Valley of Death
[04:33.36] With no fear of the darkness, say that shit with my chest
[04:36.25] Oh, ooh, you're gonna miss me when I'm gone
[04:45.54] They only love you when you're gone
[04:50.21] Oh, oh, oh, oh
[04:54.36] Oh, oh, ooh, ooh, ooh
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[05:04.21] You're gonna miss me when I'm gone
[05:09.47] They only love you when you're gone
[05:14.43] Oh, oh, oh, oh
[05:18.49] Oh, oh, ooh, ooh
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