Therapy Session

[00:23.51] Yuh, a story 'bout a Buffalo queen
[00:26.33] My first words, "I’ll be a legend"
[00:28.07] I was younger than three
[00:29.95] But I remember sitting in Jordan gardens with Quis
[00:32.16] And we talked about and cried about our struggles and dreams
[00:35.03] Both dealin' with family problems, parents runnin' these streets
[00:37.88] I was partying, going out, gettin' drunk as a teen
[00:40.84] Nobody knew the struggles I grieved
[00:42.64] As young as a teen
[00:43.84] With anger problems, punchin' the walls 'till my knuckles would bleed
[00:46.88] This one time I ran away, 'cause I was stressed at my moms
[00:49.80] Emotions, tryna express it was hard
[00:52.03] I remember she was pregnant and we fought, that night I slept in my car
[00:55.47] Months later, pops got locked and that left me in charge
[00:58.45] Rewind it back when I was still livin' in Buff
[01:01.20] Was fourteen with my only best friend that I trust
[01:04.28] Then I moved to the falls, but we still was in touch
[01:07.28] Then I got a call, they told me she got killed by a chump
[01:10.20] That fucked me up, yo
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[01:33.51] Rest In Peace to my cousin, Jawaan
[01:36.34] My friend Nancy
[01:37.22] My grandma Janet
[01:38.01] They huggin', on God
[01:39.30] Make sure they name live on through my voice
[01:41.83] Things I do for my fam, I gotta do with no choice
[01:44.17] 'Cause look
[01:44.74] It’s more shit, 'cause it’s pressure they puttin' me through
[01:47.67] My mom a single parent, both my sisters need money for school
[01:50.75] So now, I gotta be the one to make a livin' for them
[01:53.90] I get a chequs, take a percentage, then give it to them
[01:56.74] Plus, my auntie got cancer, I hate to see her like that
[01:59.83] When I blow, it hurt to know she might not be here for that
[02:02.86] Reunited with my dad, I sat across from at the table
[02:05.62] 25 years, it felt like I was talkin' to a stranger
[02:08.82] Snakes in the crew ain’t searching the grass
[02:11.14] Crossed by some people
[02:12.30] I would’ve gave the shirt off my back
[02:14.19] But I never let my losses determine my path
[02:17.02] Even though some losses that I took, it’s gon' hurt to get past
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