Side Character

So this is it? Game over
Just when I tried to figure out
What I had been missing
And what I was reaching for
So this is it? It's over
Next time I'll try to figure out
How I can continue
And how I can love you more

So this is it? I'm trying
Another way to make it right
A plan I can follow
Until I am hollowed through
So this is it? Denying
There's any way to stop the fight
A laugh that was fading
No hope of evading
I covered up the bad things I'd much rather forget
Still on the run, tripping and stumbling down in regret
And waking up to the voice I never thought I'd miss
Under the shell no one can tell me who the monster is
If this is where I start, smiles and a broken heart
I'll fall apart 'cause there's nothing left for me here
If this is where I end, erase or start again?
What happens then and will I disappear?
But I am caught in the landslide falling
Determination inside me calling
And now I wish I knew exactly what to do
'Cause I can't stay if there's nothing left for me here

So this is it? Game over
Just when I tried to figure out
What I had been missing
And what I was reaching for
So this is it? It's over
Next time I'll try to figure out
How I can continue
And how I can love you more
So this is it? The memory
You hold so tightly isn't true
A muddy depiction
The fact and the fiction drew
So this is it? I'm waiting
For this whole world to split in two
The ugly distortion
A wicked contortion
I covered up the bad things I'd much rather forget
Still on the run, tripping and stumbling down in regret
And waking up to the voice I never thought I'd miss
Under the shell no one can tell me who the monster is
If this is where I start, smiles and a broken heart
I'll fall apart 'cause there's nothing left for me here
If this is where I end, erase or start again?
What happens then and will I disappear?
But I am caught in the landslide falling
Determination inside me calling
That's when I finally knew exactly what to do
'Cause I won't stay if there's nothing left for me here
Who's left to judge us behind walls we're painting red?
Nothing between us when this flowers already dead

If this where we start, smiles and a breaking heart
You'll fall apart 'cause there's nothing left for you here
If this is where we end, erase or start again?
What happens then and will you disappear?
When you were caught in the landslide falling
Determination inside you calling
I knew you had to do what no one wanted to
'Cause we can't stay if there's nothing left for us here