dying on the inside

[00:00.04] You should take it as a compliment
[00:03.19] If I were you, I would be more confident
[00:06.99] You're lucky that you're pretty
[00:08.65] Why are you obsessed with your appearance?
[00:12.94] I don't wanna hear it, you're fine
[00:16.01] It's been my best-kept secret for a while now
[00:20.63] No one ever sees it, but it's all around
[00:24.06] It's the dinner conversation no one talks about
[00:27.95] Don't know how much longer I can keep this down
[00:33.15] Beauty is a knife I've been holding by the blade
[00:36.80] Swallowing my pride so I won't eat anything
[00:40.66] It's all a lie, honestly, it's eating me alive
[00:46.30] They're all like
[00:48.49] "Did you change your hair?"
[00:49.96] "Did you lose a little weight?"
[00:52.38] "You should keep it up 'cause it really looks great"
[00:55.97] I hate that I always look my best
[01:00.52] When I'm dying on the inside
[01:04.16]
[01:08.32] When I'm dying on the inside
[01:12.00]
[01:17.17] I wish I could break the mirror
[01:19.96] That makes me feel like I should fucking disappear
[01:23.94] And drown my demons in a bathtub filled with tears
[01:27.66] No matter what I try, they always seem to come back to life
[01:33.71] What if I didn't do this to my body?
[01:37.46] What if I quit and then you don't want me?
[01:40.98] The dinner conversation no one talks about
[01:44.76] Don't know how much longer I can keep this down
[01:49.85] Beauty is a knife I've been holding by the blade
[01:53.93] Swallowing my pride so I won't eat anything
[01:57.34] It's all a lie, honestly, it's eating me alive
[02:03.00] They're all like
[02:05.28] "Did you change your hair?"
[02:06.64] "Did you lose a little weight?"
[02:09.09] "You should keep it up 'cause it really looks great"
[02:12.63] I hate that I always look my best
[02:17.28] When I'm dying on the inside
[02:20.79]
[02:25.01] When I'm dying on the inside
[02:28.56]
[02:32.46] When I'm dying on the inside
[02:33.55] You should take it as a compliment
[02:36.86] If I were you, I would be more confident
[02:40.52] You're lucky that you're pretty
[02:42.16] Why are you obsessed with your appearance?
[02:46.33] I don't wanna hear it, you're fine
[02:51.22] Beauty is a knife I've been holding by the blade
[02:55.04] Swallowing my pride so I won't eat anything
[02:58.80] It's all a lie, honestly, it's eating me alive
[03:04.50] They're all like
[03:06.71] "Did you change your hair?"
[03:08.12] "Did you lose a little weight?"
[03:10.63] "You should keep it up 'cause it really looks great"
[03:14.19] I hate that I always look my best
[03:18.88] When I'm dying on the inside
[03:20.27]