Choke

Seconds from the end we see each other disappear
Shakles break me to the void
I have lost my body and my mind to the fear
Isolation leaves me destroyed
And you choke on it
So you force it down and you choke on it
Pills, drugs, booze won't save you from it
Force it down and you choke on it
Force it down and you choke on it
Here's your chance to live better but you waste all of it
I'm rotting in my own cell
'Cause you've thrown me to a hole and you cursed my soul
I cannot start to regain my shell
If another one appears and deceives me again
This journey of a toxic ride we call life
Will never give me back my side that I liked
Desperately trying to get out of the sea
I feel the sirens breathing on me
How can I handle being alone
When your poison won't leave at all
I try to find solace in drugs
That are cruel
I'm rotting in my own cell
'Cause you've thrown me to a hole and you cursed my soul
I cannot start to regain my shell
If another one appears and deceives me again
This journey of a toxic ride we call life
Will never give me back my side that I liked
Desperately trying to get out of the sea
I feel the sirens breathing on me
Breathing on me
Breathing on me