When I See Him

[00:00.46] Good morning to the butterflies in my stomach
[00:03.86] I haven't felt this giddy since I was a little fluffy down nestling
[00:09.36] My derring-do is half-disguised behind a smile
[00:13.22] My beak is grinding, ever minding
[00:16.67] I swore I wouldn't dwell on the divorce
[00:18.82] So for my own health, I'll remind myself
[00:24.50] That when I see him
[00:27.23] I know that it won't feel so tough
[00:30.22] I'll believe him
[00:32.17] And not the voice that says I'm not enough
[00:35.79] No need for an arrangement, it can just be him and me
[00:40.40] I'll set us free
[00:42.42] How perfect it could be
[00:45.12] When I see him tonight
[00:51.13] See him tonight? Alright, alright!
[00:53.50] It's been a while since I've had his attention
[00:55.49] Are wе okay? Can't really say
[00:57.87] I've gotten by, by avoiding his questions
[00:59.96] So complicated, I hate when it's complicated
[01:01.84] Why do I always end up in situations that are complicated?
[01:04.42] Here I go again, I'm getting in my head
[01:06.17] So I'll focus on the sexy stuff instead
[01:08.01] (When I see him) when I see him, I'm gonna do that thing he likes
[01:12.62] (I will change things) no need to change things
[01:14.95] I'll just bring the rope and spikes
[01:16.85] (Oh god!) we've got a nice arrangement and it's working out just fine
[01:21.72] We'll keep it light (I'll fucking die alone if this goes bad)
[01:25.45] When I see him tonight
[01:27.68] Am I doing something I can't take back? (Relax!)
[01:30.13] Would he want me if he was free? (We're fine!)
[01:32.67] And if he's only here as a prisoner
[01:34.86] What kind of monster does that make me?
[01:37.69] My entire life's been written in stone (We're gonna bone!)
[01:40.23] He taught me that I could choose (It's cool!)
[01:42.66] He deserves the choice to stay or go
[01:45.07] Though it scares me to think what I'd lose
[01:48.25] Can't wait to lose ourselves in nasty sex
[01:51.16] And make that bird squawk! (We really must converse)
[01:53.41] We'll just stick with what makes sense
[01:55.38] Like him sucking my- (God! This is the worst!)
[01:58.53] Waiting for the shoe to drop
[02:00.00] Who needs words when you got a mouth full of- (come to your senses)
[02:03.17] Then I'll do that thing with my mouth (he's worthy of your love and trust)
[02:06.35] I'll eat his bird puss nice and rough (tonight cannot come soon)
[02:09.82] He'll be cumming soon
[02:11.60] Enough, oh yeah!
[02:14.46] When I see him
[02:17.11] Will it be tender or be rough?
[02:20.48] Will it please him or will I just be fucking it all up?
[02:26.51] Can this be a relationship or am I still naive?
[02:31.67] I'll set us free
[02:33.78] Whatever it may be
[02:36.70] When I see him tonight
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