How Does It Feel

[00:19.07] How does it feel, when they don't believe anything you say?
[00:21.76] Always, got to show and prove yourself every single day
[00:24.19] Man, this ain't living, nothing but drama all through the week
[00:26.73] And if they don't respect my words, why they want me to speak?
[00:29.18] I'm feeling worse, even though I put my family first
[00:31.56] I'm shedding tears 'cause I feel as if I'm headed to the dirt
[00:34.36] Ghetto on me, stressed out, mama buried ain't dead
[00:36.44] Ain't got no partners 'cause my partners put a price on my head
[00:39.05] Have you ever told a lie to make the drama stop?
[00:41.24] Watch the world you love turn against you no more family problems
[00:44.00] How does it feel to be the black sheep?
[00:45.66] How does it feel to victimize yourself for one time and evermore at the back keep
[00:49.08] And roses on the dresser bad, liquor approaching fast
[00:51.51] Sitting around, waiting on death to come, watching time pass
[00:54.09] My life, my life, falls under the wicked and shife
[00:56.46] I wonder where I got to sleep tonight, nigga how does it feel?
[00:59.71] When you can't make the pain stop
[01:01.04] Walking in the rain so your tears can blend in with the rain drops (how does it feel?)
[01:04.42] When your kin people done turned they back
[01:06.27] Every family that I know is just like that (my nigga how does it feel?)
[01:09.49] When you can't make the pain stop
[01:10.99] Walking in the rain so your tears can blend in with the rain drops
[01:14.40] When your kin people done turned they back
[01:16.13] Every family that I know is just like that (uh-huh, uh-huh)
[01:18.53] I could of sworn I wasn't the only person on this earth
[01:20.99] But it seems, that I've been one deep ever since the day of my birth
[01:23.56] I'm sick and tired of being lonely in this crooked land
[01:25.94] People think I'm tripping 'cause of my facial expressions
[01:27.91] But they don't understand 24 years old and use to frowning daily
[01:30.89] Trying to figure out who was the friend, and who was the foe
[01:32.52] You know it's 'bout to drive me crazy mama
[01:34.39] Tell Jesus I can't handle the pressure
[01:36.05] Look at the way they do me down here, my vision is Z-Ro on the stretcher
[01:38.73] Can't I bleed in peace, won't y'all leave me alone
[01:40.82] Like Makavelli I close my eyes and picture home
[01:42.93] Not a Mo City block but a place that ain't no glocks, and it ain't no sin
[01:46.09] No longer watching my back for the retaliation
[01:48.27] How does it feel to wish that you was dead, I can
[01:50.16] Answer that 'cause many of nights my pistol's to my head
[01:52.55] But I'm so scared, my life, my life, 360 degrees
[01:55.62] Of being neglected stressing enemies nigga tell me how does it feel?
[01:58.95] When you can't make the pain stop
[02:00.40] Walking in the rain so your tears can blend in with the rain drops (how does it feel?)
[02:03.89] When your kin people done turned they back
[02:05.56] Every family that I know is just like that (my nigga how does it feel?)
[02:08.69] When you can't make the pain stop
[02:10.25] Walking in the rain so your tears can blend in with the rain drops (how does it feel?)
[02:13.78] When your kin people done turned they back
[02:15.52] Every family that I know is just like that (uh-huh, uh-huh), how does it feel?
[02:18.66] When these bustas try to take yo' life?
[02:20.66] Lord knows I don't wanna pull my .45
[02:22.92] But see I must survive, nigga don't make me use my tool
[02:25.45] Get some of that bomb green from Tom 'fore I lose my cool
[02:27.85] How can I make it to the top I'm like a crab in a bucket
[02:30.24] They got me hostile, I see my pistol, grab it and bust it
[02:32.88] Nigga get off me, I don't love not one of y'all
[02:35.34] I'm comin' for what ya owe me and killin' every one of y'all
[02:37.89] Call me Caesar, kill them while they sleepin'
[02:39.62] I'm grim reapin' busta never saw me comin' left him with his blood seepin'
[02:42.65] I'm a soldier, recognize the sign of the times
[02:45.19] It's either kill or be killed up in this stony life of mine
[02:47.65] Can you feel it? The odds are up against a real nigga
[02:50.13] How does it feel to see my blood spill my nigga?
[02:52.74] My life, my life, feel like I'm runnin' out of time
[02:55.18] 'Til it's over catch me runnin' with my nine, how does it feel?
[02:58.35] When you can't make the pain stop
[02:59.85] Walking in the rain so your tears can blend in with the rain drops (how does it feel?)
[03:03.27] When your kin people done turned they back
[03:04.82] Every family that I know is just like that (my nigga how does it feel?)
[03:08.11] When you can't make the pain stop
[03:09.62] Walking in the rain so your tears can blend in with the rain drops (how does it feel?)
[03:13.14] When your kin people done turned they back
[03:14.86] Every family that I know is just like that (uh-huh, uh-huh), how does it feel?
[03:18.02] When you can't make the pain stop
[03:19.43] Walking in the rain so your tears can blend in with the rain drops
[03:22.94] When your kin people done turned they back
[03:24.71] Every family that I know is just like that (my nigga how does it feel?)
[03:27.98] When you can't make the pain stop
[03:29.42] Walking in the rain so your tears can blend in with the rain drops
[03:32.84] When your kin people done turned they back
[03:34.63] Every family that I know is just like that (uh-huh, uh-huh)
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