emails i can't send

[00:05.55] It's times like these, wish I had a time machine
[00:09.31] So I could see what you did October 13th
[00:13.13] At 10:15, were you really asleep?
[00:16.71] Were you lying to me and the family?
[00:20.37] There's no us in us when I'm lacking trust
[00:24.39] You wanna discuss, ugh, you disgust me
[00:28.29] Don't make me cuss you out
[00:30.49] Why'd you let me down? Don't say sorry now
[00:35.23] And thanks to you, I, I can't love right
[00:39.73] I get nice guys and villainize them
[00:43.48] Read their texts like they're having sex right now
[00:47.15] Scared I'll find out that it's true
[00:50.34] And if I do, then I blame you for every worst that I assume
[00:57.40] When I'm 45, someone calls me their wife
[01:01.39] And he fucks our lives in one selfish night
[01:04.83] Don't think I'll find forgiveness as fast as mom did
[01:09.08] And God, I love you, but you're such a dipshit
[01:12.85] Please, fucking fix this
[01:16.82] 'Cause you were all I looked up to
[01:21.21] Now I can't even look at you
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[01:37.52] (You too) I mean, as they say in "Chicago" (yeah)
[01:42.99] "He had it coming"
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