DON'T WATCH THE NEWS!

[00:00.88] Yeah, so I'm good, but I'm not satisfied
[00:04.26] I miss my energy, when did I get so tired?
[00:07.84] Would 17-year-old me think of my present life?
[00:11.64] Actually, let's talk about that another time
[00:15.28] Wake me up with a tutorial
[00:20.35] I'm holding back tears in my eyes at my grandma's memorial
[00:27.66] How to be a soft girl when I've always had to be the tough guy?
[00:35.17] Think that's enough now, baby, time to cry, cry, cry
[00:42.43] And now I'm sitting on the couch on Sunday watching "Euphoria"
[00:46.01] When my middle school cousin says she has body dysmorphia
[00:49.61] And maybe 17-year-old me wasn't scared of wasting time
[00:53.14] But now I'm 25 and can't believe an open casket's where I have to say goodbye
[00:58.26] Wakin' up with a war in my mind
[01:03.92] 'Cause you can't stop death and you can't stop time
[01:10.62] How to be the soft girl when I've always had to be the tough guy?
[01:18.03] Think that's enough now, baby, need to cry, cry, cry
[01:24.42] Huh, listen to my thoughts, why they sound like that?
[01:28.47] I know I fuck you up when I'm down so bad
[01:32.12] Always tell my mama, "Never watch the news"
[01:36.03] But seriously, don't watch the news
[01:39.43] Uh, I know I said let's talk about that another time
[01:42.08] But it don't feel right to stay quiet
[01:43.85] 17-year-old me is tired, been using her as my alibi
[01:47.40] Two different shoes, roll a cigarette, smoke it in the booth
[01:50.94] And yeah, I've been blowin' up, motherfucker, I'm still confused
[01:55.29] I woke up, broke out of my mind
[02:00.97] Death can be beautiful and if you let it, so can life
[02:08.99] Tough girls can be soft girls sometimes
[02:15.38] So I wake up and if I wanna cry, I'll cry
[02:21.40] (Cry, cry, cry)
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