brutal

[00:13.84] I want it to be, like, messy
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[00:22.28] I'm so insecure, I think
[00:24.14] That I'll die before I drink
[00:26.08] And I'm so caught up in the news
[00:28.04] Of who likes me and who hates you
[00:29.94] And I'm so tired that I might
[00:31.89] Quit my job, start a new life
[00:33.79] And they'd all be so disappointed
[00:35.65] 'Cause, who am I, if not exploited?
[00:37.74] And I'm so sick of 17
[00:39.51] I'm over this teenage dream?
[00:41.63] If someone tells me one more time
[00:43.46] "Enjoy your youth", I'm gonna cry
[00:45.45] And I don't stick up for myself
[00:47.25] I'm anxious and nothing can help
[00:49.30] And I wish I'd done this before
[00:51.26] And I wish people liked me more
[00:53.10] All I did was try my best
[00:55.09] This the kind of thanks I get?
[00:56.96] Unrelentlessly upset (ah, ah, ah)
[01:00.98] They say these are the golden years
[01:02.87] But I wish I could disappear
[01:04.83] Ego crush is so severe
[01:06.72] God, it's brutal out here
[01:11.27] (Yeah)
[01:16.37] I feel like no one wants me
[01:18.34] And I hate the way I'm perceived
[01:20.27] I only have two real friends
[01:22.11] And lately, I'm a nervous wreck
[01:24.16] 'Cause I love people I don't like
[01:26.08] And I hate every song I write
[01:28.06] And I'm not cool and I'm not smart
[01:29.85] And I can't even parallel park
[01:31.83] All I did was try my best
[01:33.84] This the kind of thanks I get?
[01:35.70] Unrelentlessly upset (ah, ah, ah)
[01:39.48] They say these are the golden years
[01:41.54] But I wish I could disappear
[01:43.49] Ego crush is so severe
[01:44.93] God, it's brutal out here
[01:48.58]
[01:50.68] (Yeah)
[01:52.41] (Just having a really good time)
[01:55.40]
[02:04.16] Got a broken ego, broken heart
[02:10.46] (It's brutal out here, it's brutal out here)
[02:13.56] And God, I don't even know where to start
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