Maddening Disdain

[00:23.00] And it came again
[00:25.09] Like tears for a long-lost friend
[00:27.96] Tears that find their rest
[00:29.94] Amidst words too sordid to comprehend
[00:32.89] And it came bearing gifts
[00:35.29] Of pain, frankincense, and her
[00:37.83] None had a home here
[00:40.20] None but the pain
[00:43.16] Feel the fervor growing, but the hate is stronger
[00:47.89] My heart was whole with you
[00:50.47] But the pain was mine, come twisted flowers
[00:55.39] Come blistered soul, torturing disdain
[01:01.14] And the wholeness that is only found in you
[01:05.71] Feel the fervor growing, but the hate is stronger
[01:08.11] My heart was whole with you
[01:10.50] But the pain was mine
[01:12.83]
[01:43.41] Come, twisted flowers
[01:45.92] Come, blistered soul
[01:48.30] Maddening disdain
[01:50.43] And the wholeness that is only found in you
[01:55.45] Can't hold it, can't keep it anymore
[02:00.10] Can't hold it, can't keep it anymore
[02:10.63] Can't feel it anymore
[02:23.72] And it came bearing gifts
[02:26.05] Of pain, frankincense, and her
[02:29.02] None had a home here, none but the pain
[02:34.06] And it left once, alone amidst my words I stood
[02:39.20] Uninviting of its presence, this time it's left for good
[02:43.99] Feel the fervor growing, but the hate is stronger
[02:49.35] My heart was whole with you
[02:51.68] But the pain was mine
[02:54.39] Come, twisted flowers
[02:56.65] Come, blistered soul
[02:59.14] Torturing disdain
[03:01.14] And the wholeness that is only found in you
[03:06.04] Feel the fervor growing, but the hate is stronger
[03:09.84] My heart was whole with you
[03:11.68] But the pain was mine
[03:14.54] And when it's gone forever
[03:17.01] A better hand is dealt
[03:19.57] And when it's left forever
[03:22.12] Only then can I find myself
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