Until I Sing

So open up a window please
And let a little air in for me
I'm feeling restless now
And i want to get out

It's nothing but a worse case plan
Carried out out with my own hands
Or maybe it's hopeless
Shrouded in fear and doubt

But I feel worthless without a purpose
Until I can sing for you

I'm not loving what I'm good at now
Or not good enough at what I love somehow
I always feared this might happen
If I didn't surrender my dreams

Stuck with uncertainty
Deciding how it defines me
Without the meaning
That my expressions glean

And I feel worthless without a purpose
Until I can sing for you

I'm missing what I haven't lost
Mistaking what is gone for cost
Forgotten what I've earned
For every heart I broke

I'm waiting on a prayer I fought for
And drove all night for
Only to hold it
And have to let it go

I feel worthless without a purpose
Until I can sing for you