The Remorse!

Like I was way in New York when I got that call, like what the fuck?
I ain't never, I ain't never went through no shit like that before
Like I ain't even know how to pro-
I ain't even know how to process this shit
Bro, I'm right now you feeling, bro
When I got that call, nigga, I damn near dropped to my knees, bro
I didn't even know how to process this shit
It's like everything really just stopped
Yeah, bro, like...
I don't, I don't even know, bro
It's just...
Like, I never had no, I never had no loss like that
You feel me?
Like, never had that shit- Really
That's like the biggest loss I ever took in my life
But fuck these niggas
Shit, but fuck it
Four boys, all grown up
We get over it
Remember that
Life of the party, you the sickest
Boy, I gotta admit it
This shit right here, man, I can't take it
Swear it's hitting me different
I don't really know what I would do if I was in your position
We find them niggas, I'm gonna zip them, put them out of commission
Even though you was getting shot at, boy, I wish I was with you
Fuck calling PD because they can't be there because nobody get you
I know Cartel, he got my back, but I still ride with that semi
Finna move back to Lafayette because I've been missing my city
They can't even tell where I'm from because I never mention my city
I'm 337 born and raised, they say them Crowley boys different
I went and got J9 tatted on me, it don't help how I'm feeling
I know some niggas who stepping, they doing all of the killings
Pull up in stolos to your crib, we gon hop out, then we get them
Don't fuck with switches, ARP too accurate when it hit them
That MOS Glock 45 tucked on my side, it's just chilling
Don't play with none of these niggas
No, I'm not one of your children
Pop just called me to say he love me, he can't lose no more children
It ain't no telling what he going through, but he in his feelings
I got a purpose on this earth, I'm gonna make sure I fulfill it
I know before I leave this earth, they gonna know I was the realest
I gotta stay on ten toes, never know how life can go
I'm all on tour on the road, but I won't be home because I miss you
My mama know I'm a soldier
I fix the pain with some doja
Brand new SVR race Rover, I'm about to tear up the city
I try so hard to find closure, but I ain't getting no closer
Just want it all to be over, but this ain't no passing feeling
That double R came with chauffeurs
I'm in New York right on Dover's
Shorty want me to come over, you know I'll complete the mission
I talked to Rondell, we closer, he helped me keep my composure
He seen when you had passed over, I can't imagine that image
11 AM, I'm hungover
All I do is think about you
I need a shoulder to cry on, but I can't show you all my feelings
I left JFK this morning, I'm back in Louisiana
Told Prince I need a distraction, whenever I talk, he listen
It feel so good to see mama, my sister getting a little older
She starting to think she a woman, she got a lot of ambition
I miss when you was a baby, watching you become a lady
I'm gonna do all I can for you, so don't think you need these niggas
Always think about my little brother, he finally
Came to Texas, but we still ain't seen each other
We gotta fix that, my nigga
I try so hard to find closure, but I ain't getting no closer
Just want it all to be over, but this ain't no passing feeling
11 AM, I'm hungover
All I do is think about you
I need a shoulder to cry on, but I can't show you all my feelings