Damaged

[00:01.45] All of my life, I've been lies
[00:04.60] Strugglin' to work on my cause
[00:08.03] I know the danger of bottling anger
[00:11.16] Right now, I'm a stranger to myself
[00:15.37] Pray for me, I'm selfish
[00:18.35] But, this anger, I can't help
[00:21.96] And lately I'm, but a stranger
[00:24.40] I fear, I'm a danger to myself
[00:26.27] Ya, ya, Chvse
[00:27.23] What would you say to yourself, if you knew you were damaged, and stuck in a cage?
[00:30.60] And would you try helpin' yo'self, instead of just sayin' you' stuck in yo' ways?
[00:33.97] See, we be helpin' each other, but never be helpin' the man in the mirror
[00:37.06] We're livin' in fear, that vision is clear
[00:38.62] We bitch and we moan, it's a fuckin' disgrace
[00:40.70] Yeah, look
[00:42.15] But, I can't even get out my head, no more
[00:44.51] An' I'm lookin for another fuckin' option, bitch
[00:46.37] But, I'm not sure, anymore
[00:47.91] Could you tell me who I'm really meant to be?
[00:50.26] I been searchin' for my fuckin' purpose
[00:52.38] But it's deafening
[00:53.99] Now, I'm trapped inside my head
[00:55.97] I think I might go crazy, if this cycle will continue
[00:59.10] Big an' spiteful, grab the rifle an' arm it for the minutes that I'm sad
[01:03.63] Take my last fuckin' breath an' put the trigger to my head (my head)
[01:07.71] All of my life, I've been lies
[01:11.11] Strugglin' to work on my cause
[01:14.48] I know the danger of bottling anger
[01:17.70] Right now, I'm a stranger to myself
[01:21.75] Pray for me, I'm selfish
[01:24.95] But, this anger, I can't help
[01:28.45] And lately I'm, but a stranger
[01:31.05] I fear, I'm a danger to myself
[01:34.48] Sometimes, I don't wanna be alive
[01:37.72] Sometimes, I just wanna fuckin' die
[01:41.12] Sometimes, I don't wanna be alive
[01:44.33] Sometimes, I just wanna fuckin' die
[01:47.68] Here we go, again
[01:48.63] Satan's in my throat, again
[01:50.30] Floating right above me
[01:51.72] In my bed, like I don't notice him
[01:53.73] Maybe I should go to him
[01:55.28] I don't think I wrote to him
[01:57.07] Why the fuck you lookin' at me?
[01:58.75] You know, I say no to sin
[02:00.89] I' been living in a nightmare
[02:02.43] Everyday, I'm in a nightmare
[02:04.17] You think this imagery, that I'm exhibitin's
[02:05.86] Something I make up, an fine here?
[02:07.65] Why don't you shut up and lie here?
[02:09.13] Look at the knife in the high chair
[02:10.75] You think I'm playin' wit' you?
[02:12.14] Muh'fucker, you just shut up an' die here
[02:14.61] All of my life, I've been lies
[02:17.66] Strugglin' to work on my cause
[02:21.27] I know the danger of bottling anger
[02:24.31] Right now, I'm a stranger to myself
[02:28.69] Pray for me, I'm selfish
[02:31.55] But, this anger, I can't help
[02:35.11] And lately I'm, but a stranger
[02:37.73] I fear, I'm a danger to myself
[02:40.91] I'm so damaged, all I do is panic
[02:43.27] I'm the opposite of manic
[02:44.89] All I am is fuckin' frantic, an'
[02:46.69] I can't even stand it
[02:48.39] All I do is lose the chances to live my life
[02:51.02] I'm so numb, I can't even cry
[02:54.23] I hate life
[02:55.48] Cut out my heart, with a steak knife
[02:57.05] Then, feed it to a muthafuckin' Great White
[02:58.54] 'Cause, that's how I feel, and I don't wanna hear that it ain't right
[03:00.80] I'm drunk, got my finger on the trigger, but it can't aim right
[03:03.39] Wait, it was water in a bottle, an' I'm sober as fuck
[03:05.32] Never should've been the afraid type
[03:07.58] This is the end
[03:09.35] There is the ledge
[03:11.02] All it take's a step
[03:12.61] And then I'll be dead (there he goes)
[03:14.52] Eva, all I wanna do is be with you
[03:17.09] So, Mom, Dad, bores you too
[03:21.37] All of my life, I've been lies
[03:24.55] Strugglin' to work on my cause
[03:28.04] I know the danger of bottling anger
[03:31.01] Right now, I'm a stranger to myself
[03:35.35] Pray for me, I'm selfish
[03:38.10] But, this anger, I can't help
[03:41.78] And lately I'm, but a stranger
[03:44.66] I fear, I'm a danger to myself
[03:48.38] (Myself, myself, myself...)
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