Face It

[00:06.17] Feel the pressure on my back
[00:11.81] Do you hear the texture of the raps?
[00:13.63] In my voice why it's all rasped
[00:15.82] If I had to choice to buy it all back
[00:18.23] Just how it was
[00:19.51] I wouldn't budge
[00:20.84] Nah i want the city better than the level it was at
[00:22.98] I been staying up day and night measuring the task
[00:25.30] Of what it's going take to get the city on smash
[00:27.78] And it's extra pressure cause i gotta do it on the road
[00:30.18] How I'm supposed to keep a hold
[00:33.95] Of shit if I ain't home
[00:35.14] So we meeting over whiskey in the morn
[00:38.29] To the evening and I'm gone
[00:39.94] Off of the deep end of the pond
[00:42.51] Screaming I just got my feet in
[00:44.79] Nah I'm wrong
[00:45.75] I been fiending far to long
[00:47.32] Now it got me reading all my wrongs
[00:49.52] Do i got a reason to go on?
[00:51.94] Sure the team got it some demons
[00:54.68] Throw them demons in the song
[00:56.54] Growing up throwing up drunk
[00:59.28] But lately i been keeping calm
[01:01.54] Keeping keeping on
[01:03.84] Keep my people on
[01:04.99] Leave the beat alone
[01:06.00] Half of this rap shit battling addiction
[01:08.95] They hand you a bottle for you to sip it
[01:10.94] Kids give you a xan always used to split
[01:13.61] Then there's the cameras and you are in it
[01:16.04] Snapping pictures while you snapping spitting
[01:18.37] Saying pat is bitching
[01:19.96] But I had a vision
[01:20.85] Talking shit while I'm sad and slipping
[01:23.10] I'll be back and kicking
[01:24.26] Sitting back and kicking
[01:25.60] Thought I was off the spliffs
[01:37.59] I'm off the shits
[01:38.46] Probably off the kid
[01:39.58] I thought a bit
[01:40.97] Cause I'm awful
[01:41.72] It just seems warranted
[01:42.72] To much time ignoring it
[01:44.57] To much shit I'm storing in
[01:45.96] I thought it was clear
[01:47.34] Thought a motherfucker would hear
[01:48.76] What? I'm supposed to expect someone to tear
[01:50.41] Up just cause what? Wik the mic spic mutt slutt was in here
[01:54.86] This the life we live this life we leave
[01:57.58] So before I left this life I lead
[01:59.56] The commander and chief
[02:00.45] Of what they call my life
[02:01.53] I ball on rhymes
[02:03.04] They ball on white
[02:04.60] I'm small and tan
[02:05.38] They tall and white
[02:08.35] I do me they just call a price out
[02:09.09] Who's he? what's his worth?
[02:09.74] A mutt from birth a slut from 18
[02:10.78] The first time i fucked was church
[02:12.81] So I practice the religion of macking bitches
[02:16.37] And I ain't left manhattan in a minute
[02:19.05] In the city I was born and I'm torn but I'm living
[02:20.87] Half of this rap shit battling addiction
[02:25.02] They hand you a bottle for you to sip it
[02:27.75] Kids give you a xan always used to split
[02:30.23] Then there's the cameras and you are in it
[02:32.62] Snapping pictures while you snapping spitting
[02:35.15] Saying pat is bitching
[02:36.50] But I had a vision
[02:37.60] Talking shit while I'm sad and slipping
[02:39.71] I'll be back and kicking
[02:41.22] Sitting back and kicking
[02:42.53] I can't face it
[02:43.79] Got problems, I can't solve em, I sip bottles
[02:47.38] Till i can't taste it
[02:48.97] It's basic I just face it
[02:51.05] Mason jars
[02:53.40] Filled with that raw but it's all wrong
[02:55.33] Cause I can't take it
[02:57.14] So i face it, can't face it, so i face it
[02:59.86] Just face it
[03:01.89] Half of this rap shit battling addiction
[03:03.88] They hand you a bottle for you to sip it
[03:06.10] Kids give you a xan always used to split
[03:08.59] Then there's the cameras and you are in it
[03:11.06] Snapping pictures while you snapping spitting
[03:13.44] Saying pat is bitching
[03:14.79] But i had a vision
[03:15.99] Talking shit while I'm sad and slipping
[03:18.03] I'll be back and pitching
[03:19.30] Hole ripping through your catcher's mitten
[03:21.46] I beamed that
[03:22.39] You seen that?
[03:23.07] Thought that you had it you kidding
[03:24.69] Stupid motherfucker had to be kidding
[03:26.54] Had to laugh at you
[03:27.90] Had to admit it
[03:28.91] I ain't gassing
[03:29.99] I mastered a written
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