Unnecessary Pain (feat. Yummy Bingham and Felicia Temple)

[00:21.41] I still picture your affection
[00:24.26] I still hear you like we're talkin' on the phone
[00:26.95] I Still feel it
[00:27.86] Like you're right there holdin' on to me
[00:30.62] But words cannot explain
[00:33.35] We will never be us again
[00:36.94] Everything has changed
[00:38.82] Or is that just you givin' up again?
[00:42.44] More unnecessary pain
[00:52.50] I would ask how we ended up here, but I drove
[00:56.10] And you allowed me
[00:58.01] Or maybe it's only me that remembers it
[00:59.82] Cause you're so easily told about me
[01:02.53] But not once while we were on that road did you doubt me
[01:05.39] Played your position, writin' out our books
[01:07.18] I noticed a page missin', blame it on the age difference
[01:09.87] I see you in the club, now days you're resistant
[01:12.56] You used to get excited just to never pay admission
[01:15.30] Lookin' for the old you, wishin' shit was normal
[01:18.04] Tried to mold you and you ended up with it on you
[01:20.84] Live around the corner, yeah we ain't even formal
[01:23.56] So I'm askin' God, why you alive and I gotta mourn you
[01:27.19] Word, I see you got a little crew now
[01:29.98] A bunch of ugly broke bitches I know better than
[01:32.60] And I ain't tryna say them hoes usin' you
[01:36.39] Well actually who would I be kiddin'? Yes I am
[01:37.26] I see your life from far and something's off with it
[01:39.94] It's my fault and shit, I shoulda never altered it
[01:42.69] I sold a dream when you couldn't have known the cost of it
[01:45.49] Knew my love came with a pain and I still offered it
[01:48.13] Seein' your weight loss, knowin' I'm the cause of it
[01:50.80] If that ain't my signature, then shit, somebody forgin' it
[01:53.66] But you think I ain't hurt, like it ain't no guilt in me
[01:56.39] Like it ain't killin' me, I'm out here on a killin' spree
[01:59.17] A sickness, I ain't found a way to nurse it yet
[02:00.99] Like I ain't a nervous wreck, like it's no reverse effect
[02:03.64] Internal bleedin' and the cuts run deep
[02:06.40] Every time I leave one love, a loved one leaves
[02:09.12] I wish I could take the pain away, but only yours
[02:11.99] I'll be fine if I remain this way
[02:13.72] See I deserve whatever punishment I get
[02:16.42] You could sentence me to years
[02:17.30] Of hearin' my vic's voice even when nothin' is there
[02:20.13] I still picture your affection
[02:22.85] I still hear you like we're talkin' on the phone
[02:25.50] Still feel it
[02:26.42] Like you're right there holdin' on to me
[02:30.12] But words cannot explain
[02:31.95] We will never be us again
[02:34.63] Everything has changed
[02:37.46] Or is that just you givin' up again?
[02:40.11] More unnecessary pain
[02:47.49] I done gone so long not givin' a fuck
[02:54.75] That it's no longer erratic, now it's a normal habit
[02:58.38] Even when I go my way, I gotta have it
[03:01.19] Bury me with my sweats on and bitches in the casket
[03:03.85] All the waiters and words, I let 'em loom on
[03:06.54] Every verse real enough to write it on my tombstone
[03:09.34] And so you know how real that paranoia be
[03:11.14] Even make me think my demise is avoidin' me
[03:14.84] The sick part is I withstand that abuse
[03:16.68] Long as the fans are amused, am I a man or a muse?
[03:19.44] Never sugarcoat it when I hand it to the youth
[03:22.11] Fell from all over the world, and always landed in the booth
[03:25.87] I hold music in such a high regard that
[03:27.62] To this day I still feel like it's destiny
[03:30.32] And to these fans that I once gave my life for
[03:34.04] I gotta tell you that it's not much left in me
[03:35.86] Yeah, and not that it's growin' old
[03:37.67] But years of bearin' my soul is takin' it's toll
[03:41.39] Took a father from his son, but is it best that way?
[03:44.08] I'm so fucked up inside I can't regret that Trey
[03:46.72] Hold my head up high at the gates after my time's up
[03:49.52] They say you saved somebody's life by givin' mine up
[03:52.28] Wouldn't be the first time that I went without
[03:55.08] Chased my true love so much that I resent it now
[03:57.70] You can put this in the scriptures like it's sacred
[04:00.40] To live with it, but hate it is to giveth then to take it
[04:03.26] Goin' through the motions, it'll strip a nigga naked
[04:05.03] I guess it's for a cause if all the kids are gonna play it
[04:07.76] Trust me, I ain't been the same yet
[04:09.52] You'll stop and stare any time you see a trainwreck
[04:12.35] And I'll take whatever punishment they give
[04:15.05] You can sentence me to years
[04:15.98] Of hearin' that fan's voice even when nothin' is there
[04:18.77] I still picture your affection
[04:21.46] I still hear you like we're talkin' on the phone
[04:24.17] Still feel it
[04:25.07] Like you're right there holdin' on to me
[04:27.82] But words cannot explain
[04:31.41] We will never be us again
[04:35.15] Everything has changed
[04:36.04] Or is that just you givin' up again?
[04:38.79] More unnecessary pain
[04:41.55] Still learnin' to live with
[04:43.39] People coming in and out my life
[04:46.03] The ones who matter show it over time
[04:47.98] That's why they always stay on my mind
[04:51.53] So I live in reality
[04:54.38] Nobody else matters to me but you, you, you
[04:59.85] Why try to hide the truth?
[05:01.63] I still picture your affection
[05:04.37] I still hear you like we're talkin' on the phone
[05:06.17] Still feel it
[05:08.95] Like you're right there holdin' on to me
[05:12.56] But words cannot explain
[05:14.36] We will never be us again
[05:17.15] Everything has changed
[05:20.76] Or is that just you givin' up again?
[05:22.62] More unnecessary pain
[05:30.89] I'm tried of feeling this
[05:33.53] I gotta live with this
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