Happier By Now

[00:02.95] I got all the things I dreamt about (about, about, about)
[00:08.69] But none of it erases all the doubt in me (in me, in me)
[00:14.72] And money doesn't seem to change a thing (a thing, a thing)
[00:20.66] When all I ever seem to do is sit and think
[00:25.17] They say, "How could you be depressed?
[00:27.75] You don't know how much you're blessed"
[00:31.26] I guess they don't see the monster with its hands on my neck
[00:37.00] It's funny, I know they're right when they all say I'm a mess
[00:43.27] Wearing all my success like failure is what I do best
[00:48.53] I thought I'd be happier by now
[00:52.30] Happier by now, happier
[00:57.07] Got all I wanted, but it's still not enough, I
[01:00.55] I thought I'd be happier by now
[01:04.32] Happier by now, happier
[01:09.00] Got all I wanted, but it still doesn't feel right
[01:12.55] I thought I'd be happier by now
[01:26.11] I thought I'd be happier by now
[01:29.87] Happier by now, happier, now
[01:36.71] I thought I'd be happier by now
[01:42.06] Thought that finding all the finer things
[01:47.88] Would fix the kid in pieces left alive in me (in me, in me)
[01:53.79] But every treasure turns to tragedy (treasure turns to tragedy)
[01:59.87] 'Cause all they ever seem to do is bury me
[02:04.10] They say, "How could you be depressed?
[02:06.53] You don't know how much you're blessed
[02:10.21] You got all this and more, how could you say that you're stressed?"
[02:15.71] It's embarrassing, but they're right, when they all say I'm a mess
[02:22.68] Wearing all my success like failure is what I do best
[02:27.40] I thought I'd be happier by now
[02:31.46] Happier by now, happier
[02:36.15] Got all I wanted, but it's still not enough, I
[02:39.35] I thought I'd be happier by now (by now)
[02:43.36] Happier by now (by now), happier
[02:48.18] Got all I wanted, but it still doesn't feel right
[02:51.52] I thought I'd be happier by now
[03:05.12] I thought I'd be happier by now
[03:08.83] Happier by now, happier, now
[03:15.48] I thought I'd be happier by now
[03:21.53] Don't know what it is that I still chase
[03:24.40] I want to say I'm proud, but it feels fake
[03:27.42] I don't wanna be someone I hate
[03:30.53] I wanna be happier
[03:33.48] I'm sick of people laughing in my face
[03:36.67] When I try to talk about my pain
[03:39.35] When the mission isn't fame or a big name
[03:42.59] I wanna be happier
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