I'm Alive

[00:15.08] My life is a rollercoaster of emotions
[00:18.62] Home is with you and without you, I feel like I'm homeless, hopeless
[00:22.85] Don't miss out on my love
[00:24.66] Holdin' grudges never got me nowhere, so I let it all go
[00:27.81] If I can't love myself, how the fuck do I love someone else?
[00:30.15] But I know I want you
[00:32.25] Never been the one to beat around the bush
[00:34.03] So, do you want me too?
[00:36.48] Every day closer to my casket
[00:37.94] Time wasted waitin', debatin' on you, but savin' my breath
[00:41.69] Communicatin' late nights when I'm up pacin' back and forth (yeah, yeah)
[00:45.72] Baby, you don't wanna be mine?
[00:46.84] Then why you calling me all the time?
[00:48.88] Playin' with my mind
[00:49.85] Takin' advantage, knowin' that I'm fragile (yeah, yeah)
[00:52.83] Well-spoken, but I'm broken
[00:54.53] Hopin' you would not leave my heart frozen
[00:56.48] Feel like I'm close to explodin'
[00:58.35] Floatin' through the rivers and the oceans 'til I'm gone
[01:01.05] I'm alive, I'm a liar, I'ma die never lovin' myself, yeah, yeah
[01:04.87] I'ma ride with my baby girl Nina tucked under my belt
[01:08.03] You know I just wanna get by, don't wanna feel nothin' inside
[01:11.71] Swallow my pride, let that bitch ride
[01:13.61] Let her get high, let her get all of me, yeah
[01:16.34] I'm alive, I'm a liar, I'ma die never lovin' myself, yeah, yeah
[01:20.06] I'ma ride with my baby girl Nina tucked under my belt
[01:23.22] You know I just wanna get by, don't wanna feel nothin' inside
[01:27.02] Swallow my pride, let that bitch ride
[01:29.03] Let her get high, let her get all of me, yeah
[01:30.71] I can't have no artificial love
[01:33.27] I need that real, genuine love above anything
[01:35.72] Baby, you fuckin' with a trust fund baby fuckboy that never been through a thing
[01:38.73] And I felt pain I never wanted to feel
[01:40.73] And I seen things I never wanted to see
[01:42.58] And I just want someone to want me to be me
[01:44.45] Balls deep in a bitch like
[01:45.99] I got what you need, baby, leave it to me
[01:47.94] You'll see what I mean when you give me the time
[01:49.79] Mind corrupted from my past
[01:51.17] I get into it knowin' it won't last, but I'm codependent
[01:53.58] Baby Bone can't be alone
[01:55.58] Panic attacks at home, so where do I go now?
[01:57.60] The lone wolf left his comfort zone
[01:59.63] And opened up the door for whores to let it run its course
[02:02.07] Of course, I know love is torture
[02:03.76] Never been known to do what I'm supposed to
[02:05.36] So I left it all, invested all my time in you
[02:07.61] Before I knew if it was mutual
[02:09.44] Please don't give me a reason to leave, I need ya, ya
[02:12.42] And I know I can't keep up with ya
[02:14.47] Guess I really gotta give up on ya, ya, ya
[02:17.01] I'm alive, I'm a liar, I'ma die never lovin' myself, yeah, yeah
[02:20.75] I'ma ride with my baby girl Nina tucked under my belt
[02:24.28] You know I just wanna get by, don't wanna feel nothin' inside
[02:27.83] Swallow my pride, let that bitch ride
[02:29.70] Let her get high, let her get all of me, yeah
[02:32.35] I'm alive, I'm a liar, I'ma die never lovin' myself, yeah, yeah
[02:36.36] I'ma ride with my baby girl Nina tucked under my belt
[02:39.31] You know I just wanna get by, don't wanna feel nothin' inside
[02:43.18] Swallow my pride, let that bitch ride
[02:45.07] Let her get high, let her get all of me, yeah
[02:47.79] I'm alive, I'm a liar, I'ma die never lovin' myself, yeah, yeah
[02:51.51] I'ma ride with my baby girl Nina tucked under my belt
[02:54.60] You know I just wanna get by, don't wanna feel nothin' inside
[02:58.32] Swallow my pride, let that bitch ride
[03:00.39] Let her get high, let her get all of me, yeah
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