Bloomless

I'm miserable, twisted in the sheets
35, with a mattress on the floor
Called Heidi on FaceTime yesterday
I'm not crying it's just my allergies

That was bullshit, just like my freedom was
I just needed time (time)
Now my worldview is so negative
Without you my life is

Bloomless
Bloomless
Flowers don't grow since you went away
Ruthless
So ruthless
When she moved out she took the bed frame

It's vulnerable in my head
When you text me I'm filled with dread
If it's freedom I'm all about
Then why am I having these doubts?

You're Stevie Nicks I was your biggest fan
Now I'm Lindsey Buckingham, out of the band
I want to call you but I know I can't
Because you're no longer mine

Bloomless
Bloomless
Flowers don't grow since you went away
Ruthless
So ruthless
When she moved out she took the bed frame

I can't do this
I can't do this
Every day without you is a living hell
Bloomless
Bloomless
Flowers don't grow since you went away

Bad decisions, my self righteousness
My true love was you
Got home from tour and you were right
Without you my life is

Bloomless
Bloomless
Flowers don't grow since you went away
Ruthless
So ruthless
When she moved out she took the bed frame

I can't do this
I can't do this
Every day without you is a living hell
Bloomless
Bloomless
Flowers don't grow since you went away
You went away