What I Wished I Never Had

[00:11.92] Don't catch me at the wrong time or you will feel my wrath
[00:19.78] The one I wished I never had
[00:26.48] I need to rid myself of resentment and every last bit of it
[00:33.50] If I'm going to live up to the things I've written
[00:39.20] I need to clear my mind of this anger and all the rage that I've held near
[00:45.96] If I'm going to live up to the words I've spoken
[00:52.43] But I haven't yet
[00:54.76] Letting go is how I can start to fight my way
[01:00.32] Out of this trench I've dug
[01:03.25] In this war against myself
[01:08.55] But I haven't yet, but I haven't yet
[01:13.58] Don't catch me at the wrong time or you will feel my wrath
[01:21.67] The one I wished I never had
[01:28.56] I wish I never had this demon inside
[01:32.17] I wish I knew how to cast it out
[01:35.16] I wish I never had this demon inside
[01:37.82] I wish I knew how to cast it out
[01:44.21] But I fear it will never leave me
[01:48.75] But I fear it will never leave me
[01:55.24] I need to rid myself of resentment and every last bit of it
[02:02.08] If I'm going to live up to the things I've written
[02:08.05] I need to clear my mind of this anger and all the rage that I've held near
[02:13.69] If I'm going to live up to the words I've spoken
[02:21.99]
[02:24.33] Letting go, just let it go
[02:28.38] I know, I know
[02:31.23] Letting go, just let it go
[02:35.08] I know, I know
[02:38.25] Letting go, just let it go
[02:42.03] I know, I know
[02:44.77] Letting go, just let it go
[02:48.87] I know
[02:50.35] I know I need to let go of everything that has
[02:57.46] Ever made me think of myself better
[03:01.66] I'm not better than anyone else
[03:05.25] Of anything that's filled me with anger
[03:10.46] That I have taken out on everyone else
[03:18.02] These demons will never leave me
[03:21.99] I can only find ways to not let them out
[03:25.43] These demons will never leave me
[03:28.05] But I control them
[03:30.44] Not the other way around
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