Abandoned

[00:00.05] Gettin' wicked (yeah)
[00:00.83] But don't get it twisted (uh-uh)
[00:02.37] I ain't trippin', know that pistol with me (yeah, yeah)
[00:05.07] Ridin' through the city (uh)
[00:06.45] Mindin' my own business (yeah)
[00:07.96] Vibe with my own bitches (yeah)
[00:09.16] Get high with my own niggas (stay with Vegas on the wave, uh)
[00:10.95] I say don't say you love me now
[00:14.16] Been betrayed so many times, I feel like love don't let me down
[00:20.03] I been played so many times, I feel like fuck it
[00:24.19] Yeah, they say love hurt, but pain heals
[00:26.73] Yeah, I don't know what's worse if that ain't real
[00:29.45] Every day, I wake up starin' at the man in the mirror
[00:31.84] I see stains in the mirror, I see pain in the mirror
[00:34.68] I see mistakes made, tryna get this paper, yeah
[00:38.43] Fake friends wanna be me, hey, yeah
[00:41.12] Just to maintain, bein' me gets crazy, yeah
[00:43.94] Shit ain't the same, but niggas, they don't change (yeah, uh)
[00:47.60] I know that bitch don't love me, but she say it every chance she get (ooh-oh) (mm-hm)
[00:53.38] I know that bitch ain't for me, but I fuck her every chance I get (ooh-oh) (mm-hm)
[00:59.17] Before I blame anybody, I'ma blame myself (blame myself)
[01:02.02] 'Cause I jumped in the game knowin' they wasn't playin' fair, yeah
[01:04.93] And I jumped on that plane, knowin' I was high as hell
[01:07.42] And my heart stopped, 'cause I OD'ed, but I thank God I'm here
[01:10.31] I spazzed out in the hospital and then got hauled to jail (got hauled to jail)
[01:13.69] Got out with no missed calls like ain't nobody care
[01:17.11] And I was all the way in Milwaukee, damn
[01:19.93] Derez De'Shon
[01:21.37] I say don't say you love me now
[01:24.45] Been betrayed so many times, I feel like love don't let me down
[01:30.32] I been played so many times, I feel like
[01:33.42] Don't say you love me now
[01:36.08] Been betrayed so many times, I feel like love don't let me down
[01:41.89] I been played so many times, I feel like fuck it
[01:45.90] Every time I close my eyes, I think about that night (think about that night)
[01:48.83] When a bullet went hit my truck, life flashed before my eyes (before my eyes)
[01:51.76] Layin' on that ground, I'm prayin' to God that I don't die (that I don't die)
[01:54.66] Layin' on that ground, I'm beggin' God it ain't my time
[01:57.99] How all these rap niggas keep dyin'? Crazy (keep dyin'? Crazy)
[02:00.82] Feds talkin' to us, tryna hide us in cages
[02:03.18] Every day, it's gettin' harder to provide for my babies (provide for my babies)
[02:06.38] Every day, I'm dodgin' charges and watchin' for haters
[02:10.56] Man, this shit crazy, like for real, bro
[02:13.83] I never in a million years would've thought, like-
[02:17.94] This is what come with it (I say don't say you love me now)
[02:20.84] Like a nigga sittin' like, "Damn, bro, I finally made it" (been betrayed so many times)
[02:24.27] But damn, this ain't what I want, this not how I dreamed (I feel like love don't let me down)
[02:28.65] (I been played so many times), yeah, man (I feel like-)
[02:31.89] I'm talkin' 'bout family change, partners change (don't say you love me now)
[02:34.58] (I been played so many times)
[02:36.23] Everything change, and they say you changed (I feel like love don't let me down)
[02:38.56] When you adjust to it
[02:40.50] It's crazy, like- (I been played so many times, I feel like-)
[02:43.47] A dream turned into a nightmare, you like-
[02:45.18] "Damn, I don't want it, I'm good"
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