Solemn

[00:03.94] Pick up, "Hey are you awake?"
[00:07.37] My mortem, not hard to fake
[00:11.02] White knuckles, it's not give and take, it's all luck
[00:18.45] It's all harder than anticipated
[00:22.15] Future heart, race, palpitate
[00:25.89] Can I make art that alleviates my thoughts?
[00:31.67] My thoughts
[00:33.36] I'm stayin' solemn
[00:35.17] So fix your life instead, you're all in
[00:39.06] I'll be out here wasting, solemn
[00:42.82] If I cared, I forget it all
[00:45.42] I choose smoke and mirrors
[00:49.15] (Ugh)
[00:50.54] Like, what am I missing
[00:52.99] (Ugh)
[00:54.06] Tell me I look sick, I'm just solemn
[00:57.80] And it's none of your business
[01:00.22] Cause I choose smoke and mirrors
[01:03.98] So long
[01:06.13] I consumed all my uses
[01:09.89] I exist as a nuisance
[01:13.66] Why run when I can walk (can walk)
[01:19.63] Keep on losing, I been choosing all the
[01:23.58] Low, easiest things to be doing
[01:27.28] I fell away, gave into ruin
[01:30.96] Back away and don't call her human
[01:33.67] I needed time alone, let the fire grow
[01:36.96] But it's a prison, cut to smoke
[01:39.36] And watch it choke out my ambition
[01:42.06] See it turn to ash and burn
[01:44.42] Got tunnel vision closing in and
[01:48.10] I'm invoking going kamikaze
[01:50.33] Blowing up my life cause I'm impatient
[01:53.15] Try to stop me but I feel alive when I'm in stasis
[01:57.25] It's my innate gift, borderline evasive
[02:00.78] Rather sit and watch the world burn in amazement
[02:11.63] And so far
[02:13.03] I've participated, held a grudge
[02:17.14] And I've cultivated it, no love
[02:20.80] I let devastate my heart, my heart
[02:26.28] Cause I'm solemn
[02:28.17] So fix your life instead, you're all in
[02:32.12] I'll be out here wasting, solemn
[02:35.73] If I cared, I forget it all
[02:38.43] I choose smoke and mirrors
[02:42.02] (Ugh)
[02:43.59] Like, what am I missing
[02:45.81] (Ugh)
[02:47.03] Tell me I look sick, I'm just solemn
[02:50.87] And it's none of your business
[02:53.16] Cause I choose smoke and mirrors
[02:57.32] Sure, take me out, it never goes right
[03:02.12] Let me drown in the chemical
[03:04.88] I am washed in the MAO
[03:09.39] Let me drown in the chemical
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