A Bullet Meant For Me

[00:22.97] Living life with my hands on the bottle
[00:25.12] Sun's up, but the party's not over yet
[00:27.69] Take another shot, full throttle
[00:29.73] Black out until I can't remember it
[00:32.12] Thought I was bullet proof
[00:36.87] But all along, the target was you
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[00:45.39] I know the fear of letting go has wounded everyone I love
[00:53.70] And I don't know why I'm still holding on
[00:58.61] It's clear to me that I'm the one with the smoking gun
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[01:12.92] I dance through the night with my demons
[01:15.23] And sing to the soundtrack of giving in
[01:17.50] Hide in the glare of the moonlight
[01:19.80] I drink until I'm numb, but I'm not numb yet
[01:22.16] I see I'm not okay
[01:26.46] But I don't know if I welcome this change
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[01:39.74] I know the fear of letting go has wounded everyone I love
[01:48.01] And I don't know why I'm still holding on
[01:53.07] It's clear to me that I'm the one with the smoking gun
[02:17.21] Reconnect back to when I used to feel
[02:19.52] I wanna feel again, I'm falling to my knees
[02:25.24] Reconnect back to when I used to feel
[02:28.64] I wanna feel again, feel again
[02:33.11] Save me!
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[02:48.95] Save me!
[02:56.78] I know the fear of letting go has wounded everyone I love
[03:05.13] And I don't know why I'm still holding on
[03:10.06] It's clear to me that I'm the one with the smoking gun
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