My Confessions

Set myself on fire with no escape
Drove everything that I love away
And everything buried left the grave
To make me insane

Now I
Hate everything that I choose
But it's just all I can do
I finally crossed the line
I know its harder on you
That I just cannot prove

How I can change this on my own
And I'm so scared I'll finally lose
If I don't choose
To confess
My weakness
Always pretending that I'm at my best
When I'm a mess

Gave into desires to numb the pain
When you hit the bottom its to late
Now watch as I drown in my mistakes
Nothing to save

Now I
Hate everything that I choose
But its just all I can do
I finally crossed the line
I know it's harder on you
That I just cannot prove

How I can change this on my own
And I'm so scared I'll finally lose
If I don't choose
To confess
My weakness
Always pretending that I'm at my best
When I'm a mess

No I can't change this on my own
And I'm so scared I'll finally lose
If I don't choose
I confess
My weakness
Always pretending that I'm at my best
When I'm a mess