Ups & Downs

[00:09.67] How brave do I become when truly loved
[00:12.19] My overwhelmin' feels are overcome
[00:15.78] I might even hit the blunt
[00:19.20] And I don't do that for anyone
[00:23.09] Oh
[00:24.46] Ooh
[00:27.24] I think I'ma dance for the first time in a long time
[00:31.39] Ooh
[00:36.09] I might even laugh like I mean it
[00:38.03] Come on, baby, say it like you mean it
[00:40.11] You gonna be alright, baby
[00:42.06] Alright
[00:45.89] You know you're gonna be fine
[00:47.47] You're gonna be alright, baby
[00:49.39] Hey Kyle, how you doin'?
[00:50.64] What is this dream you're persuing
[00:52.50] What are these feelings you mention
[00:54.51] Are you from a different dimension?
[00:56.49] My nigga, do you have dementia?
[00:58.51] Why is you rappin' 'bout happy
[01:00.82] Think about all the bad shit that happens (Ya)
[01:03.10] You know the inside, you feel crappy
[01:04.83] Okay, yeah, how did you guess
[01:06.75] (Skrrt) I am a wreck
[01:08.80] I set a record for bein' upset
[01:10.53] Truthfully, honestly, I am a mess
[01:12.32] I am depressed
[01:13.85] I am obsessed
[01:14.82] With self-depricating
[01:15.87] And blamin' myself
[01:17.10] Socially lyin'
[01:17.79] Denyin' the help
[01:19.25] I'm holdin' up
[01:19.98] Like pants sit in a belt
[01:20.99] But it ain't so bad (no, no)
[01:23.25] Look what I be on
[01:25.14] I'm on TV, mom
[01:26.94] My nigga, I am a phenom
[01:29.04] My chick is out o' this world
[01:30.94] Yeah, badder than Zenon
[01:33.08] When I need somebody to lean on
[01:35.14] I put that Cudi CD on
[01:37.01] In my spare time
[01:39.17] Punchin' walls
[01:39.92] Fuckin' up my hand
[01:41.12] I know that shit sounds super cray
[01:42.84] But if you had this life you'd understand
[01:44.96] Everything's a lot o' up and down
[01:48.07] But I ain't gonna let it get me down
[01:52.29] No
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[02:21.49] And downs
[02:23.73] Ay
[02:25.43] 2016 hit me like a bag o' bricks (Yup)
[02:29.48] 2017 switched up, like ooh it's lit (it's lit)
[02:33.48] I nearly had a mental breakdown
[02:35.70] And eight months later had a hit
[02:37.11] I guess life is like box a chocolates, huh
[02:39.67] You never know what you finna get
[02:40.94] Ha ha, yeah
[02:42.26] Think about this for your flip
[02:43.62] There's always two sides o' the coin
[02:45.55] Tell my man you gotta keep goin'
[02:47.05] You blessed nigga, you ain't even know it
[02:49.38] Sittin' there, lookin' all stoic
[02:51.47] Mm, be stiff, you should be stoked
[02:53.36] Mm, you can smile, even if you broke
[02:55.37] Oh, you could be a button or a boat, true
[02:57.66] Yeah
[02:58.72] Trust me, believe me, I been there to
[03:00.31] Down on my luck, I was just like you
[03:01.85] Singin' the same damn sad old song
[03:03.94] (Oooh)
[03:06.28] But you'll be fine
[03:09.35] It'll all be fine
[03:10.89] It's just in your mind yip
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[03:41.62] And down
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[04:01.88] Lil lil lil lil boat lil boat lil boat
[04:06.73] Yoh, yoh, wassup buddy?
[04:07.98] It's your conscience
[04:09.75] My, my conscience?
[04:11.13] Yeah, you know, the voice in your head
[04:13.87] That tells you when you fuckin' up?
[04:15.57] Like uh, Jiminy Cricket?
[04:18.65] Chuh, yes, like Jiminy Cricket, you Disney ass motherfucker
[04:22.86] Now listen up, man
[04:24.46] You gotta leave that negativity shit in the past
[04:26.75] That shit is old, bro
[04:29.96] How you supposed to grow up if you ain't even glowed up?
[04:33.32] Uh, what, what the fuck are you talkin' about?
[04:36.49] Don't trip dawg, follow me
[04:38.24] I'll show you
[04:40.55] You coming?
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