Sin in Me

[00:00.87] What in your head makes you think its okay to treat somebody like this?
[00:04.50] I'm asking for a simple phone call
[00:07.25] I thought you loved me
[00:10.84] I thought you were in love with me
[00:11.75] But you don't even love me enough to give me a phone call back?
[00:14.47] You're just gonna ignore me like I don't exist?
[00:17.17] You're just gonna throw me out like I'm a sleazy piece of meat?
[00:20.74] Am I a sleazy piece of meat to you, is that how you view me?
[00:24.37] Cuz you weren't acting like I was a piece of meat the other night
[00:27.17] I wasn't a sleazy piece of meat then
[00:28.98] This is not the way it was supposed to turn out!
[00:32.53] I brought death to life, I brought death to life
[00:36.14] My indiscretions had me ignoring directions and I left what's right
[00:39.78] Now what's left is my life hanging in the balance
[00:43.36] Or a web designed for entrapment and I'm petrified while she laughing 'cuz I'm next to die
[00:47.92] I'm staring in the Devil's eyes
[00:49.77] And all that sweet talking disappeared, now this evil is in the mirror
[00:53.32] Threatening to wreck my life
[00:56.06] Wishing that I never felt enticed
[00:56.90] But I'm feeling that I always felt was Mya convincing my mental
[00:59.67] This fixing was sinful and I'm in the sin though that's just a lie
[01:02.33] Shifting the blame
[01:04.26] Knowing I'm living the sin and ashamed
[01:06.06] Knowing that responsibility claims that I should be pitched in a river of flames
[01:10.51] I'm feeling the pain
[01:11.50] Crossing the line, no fill in the blank
[01:13.33] Cross on my mind, I'm drifting away
[01:15.03] Faults on my mind, this guilt is await
[01:16.97] I'm tempted the pray, but this sin's in the way
[01:18.73] Life is a Sinema, fighting the sin in my mind
[01:21.43] And the villain is crafting the animal feelings inside
[01:25.94] This chick is so Kendrick to Kendrick she gifted that killin the vibe
[01:27.73] Drowning now, Mya Desiree is who I named
[01:31.49] But sound it out; My Desire, she is who I am
[01:36.89] But guess what?
[01:37.79] I'm not going away because I'm having your baby!
[01:40.46] Yes! I am pregnant with YOUR child!
[01:44.96] And if you think ignoring me is going to make me get rid of this child or that I'm just going to disappear into thin air?
[01:49.43] You got another thing coming!
[01:53.14] I'm having this baby whether you like it or not and your gonna help me raise it!
[01:57.64] Because if you think anything else is going to happen I promise, I will kill you
[02:03.92] Your gonna help me raise this baby, this is your child!
[02:06.67] Enticed by my own lusts, temptation is the curse of men
[02:10.38] Then like James 1 told us, conception leads to birth of sin
[02:13.90] First that baby's cute and cuddly, then that monster's grotesque
[02:18.44] Cuz that sin that used to be lovely is full grown and it's yo death, ugghh
[02:22.90] Created this monster, screws in yo neck
[02:26.57] Frankenstein stays alive and to raise that child will be so deadly
[02:31.16] Inside of Mya is Rosemary's baby
[02:35.67] But my only hope is from the grave, rose Mary's baby
[02:39.27] Prone to wonder
[02:40.13] Lord I feel it, Lord I feel this
[02:41.00] Gotta kill this illness
[02:42.83] My God, old habits they die hard when I'm trynna Bruce what my Willis
[02:45.50] Trynna view what the film is
[02:48.32] Starring Swoope, that's the villain
[02:50.13] Temptation's a realities, not something I dreamt half asleep
[02:58.24] I need you Jesus, I'm too weak to come up with the strength to battle me, uh
[03:02.74] I turn around to see Mya and a baby standing right there
[03:06.31] Visions of horror, then I realized it was all a nightmare...
[03:12.76] (Alarm clock fading in)
[03:39.88] Visions of horror, then I realized it was all a nightmare...
[03:49.76] It was a dream. Huh, it was a dream. Oh Jesus, it was a dream.
[03:58.89] One. Two. Three.
[04:05.17] Lord fix my eyes to you, I only see you
[04:16.05] Fix my heart to you, I only want you
[04:27.78] Lord you, only you
[04:36.74] Fix my heart to you, I only want you
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