to nadia, please listen

[00:02.95] I would've done anything for you
[00:06.36] And I know you've found your reasons
[00:07.81] To move on and not look back
[00:09.98] And I know you don't miss me
[00:11.47] And the scenarios and memories are faded
[00:13.99] To the point they're almost gone
[00:16.61] I know I'm slowly becoming nothing
[00:19.60] I won't even exist in your head soon
[00:22.72] But I always tried my best for you
[00:26.09] And I changed myself so many times
[00:29.86] Because I thought it was love, but it was hate for myself
[00:34.83] Everyone thinks "Don't Forget to Die" is about suicide or homicide
[00:39.63] But it's really about killing the version of yourself
[00:42.35] That you don't want to see in the mirror
[00:44.50] Or the version of yourself you don't want to feel like anymore
[00:48.41] But I would say "Love Is War" is a bit more clear
[00:52.44] It explains more so who I've become
[00:55.50] And it explains why I believe the loser of love is just a numb person
[01:00.14] That is scared to feel again
[01:02.32] I don't advise anyone to become numb
[01:06.87] I believe the ability to feel is fascinating in itself
[01:10.91] And that's what it means to be human
[01:13.23] You sit with those emotions
[01:14.62] And no matter how intense they become, they cannot kill you
[01:18.34] No matter how intense they become
[01:19.71] You're in control of your arms and legs and face
[01:24.54] Meditation is not to get rid of emotions
[01:27.18] It's to feel them and accept them
[01:30.00] I learned a lot in my time away
[01:32.28] I learned who I can be
[01:34.38] I gained my weight back
[01:36.55] I marked my body with reminders
[01:38.94] I found passion in something
[01:41.59] Prior to this, I consumed myself with only your favorite things
[01:45.94] And I'll never forget you, but I do hope you forget me
[01:52.71] And I hope this is as easy for you as it seems
[01:56.99] I got to watch you grow up, and you're doing a great job
[02:03.85] I guess I'm just not ashamed to tell people how much I miss you and
[02:11.72] This is, uh
[02:13.42] No script
[02:16.65] Doing what I do best, you know
[02:18.78] I'm genuinely just talking right now
[02:22.54] But I do hope that everyone enjoys "Love Is War"
[02:27.58] And I hope that you understand
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