Best You Never Had

I know everything you said to me is, oh, woah
Manipulative, throw me out the window
Kiss me with those lips you lie with
Scream until it ends with silence

She said I'm the best, I'm the worst
I keep looking and I'm cursed
Gonna love you 'til it hurts
I'm the good, I'm the bad
You say you hate me when you're mad
I'm the best you never had

I know you wake up in the deep and feeling shallow
And you're begging me to drown
Knew it from the start, this all was once a setup
Tearing up my heart like you had a vendetta
Try to run away now, but it's gonna end the same now

She said I'm the best, I'm the worst
I keep looking and I'm cursed
Gonna love you 'til it hurts
I'm the good, I'm the bad
You say you hate me when you're mad
I'm the best you never had

I know that you know
We're going nowhere fast
I know that you know

She said I'm the best, I'm the worst
I keep looking and I'm cursed
Gonna love you 'til it hurts
I'm the good, I'm the bad
You say you hate me when you're mad
I'm the best you never had
She said I'm the best, I'm the worst
I keep looking and I'm cursed
Gonna love you 'til it hurts
I'm the good, I'm the bad
You say you hate me when you're mad
I'm the best you never had