Messed Up

[00:10.92] We have conversations
[00:13.28] I have conversations with myself
[00:17.29] With someone else
[00:20.80] Staring into nothing
[00:23.21] Staring out at something
[00:25.52] I'm not there
[00:27.63] I'm everywhere
[00:29.71] And when I go back
[00:31.90] Back to the start
[00:33.16] First time feels so far away
[00:37.66] Far away
[00:39.25] And I'm just a little messed up
[00:42.01] I'm a little out of my head
[00:44.48] Looks like I get along fine
[00:46.41] But most of the time I'm just scared
[00:49.63] I'm just a little messed up
[00:51.94] I think that that's okay
[00:54.84] I'm just a little messed up
[00:57.42] I'm just a little messed up
[01:22.15] You have expectations
[01:24.78] I have expectations every night
[01:28.73] All the time
[01:32.66] Better off pretending
[01:34.96] Better to be spending time alone
[01:39.20] Without my phone
[01:41.02] And when I go back
[01:43.17] Back to the start
[01:44.77] Hindsight feels so far away
[01:48.86] Far away
[01:50.96] I'm just a little messed up
[01:53.20] I'm a little out of my head
[01:55.87] Looks like I get along fine
[01:58.03] But most of the time I'm just scared
[02:00.90] I'm just a little messed up
[02:03.57] I think that that's okay
[02:06.15] I'm just a little messed up
[02:08.72] I'm just a little messed up
[02:31.80] And when I go back
[02:34.46] Back to the start
[02:35.72] First time feels so far away
[02:39.87] Far away
[02:43.51] Go back back to the start
[02:45.86] Hindsight feels so far away
[02:50.38] Far away
[02:54.69] I'm just a little messed up
[02:57.17] I'm a little out of my head
[02:59.80] Looks like I get along fine
[03:01.93] But most of the time I'm just scared
[03:04.81] I'm just a little messed up
[03:07.12] And I think that that's okay
[03:10.28] I'm just a little messed up
[03:12.60] I'm just a little messed up
[03:15.25] I'm just a little messed up
[03:17.56] I'm a little out of my head
[03:20.16] Looks like I'm doing just fine
[03:22.46] But most of the time I'm just scared
[03:25.38] I'm just a little messed up
[03:27.63] And I think that that's okay
[03:30.53] I'm just a little messed up
[03:32.84] I'm just a little messed up
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