Marigold

[00:15.27] I've never been on medication
[00:17.42] But I think maybe I should
[00:19.33] I learned to balance my emotions
[00:21.44] But I don't feel understood
[00:23.33] I try to make these words sound beautiful
[00:25.59] So you'll listen to me
[00:27.39] And I can tell you that I'm just as lost
[00:29.79] As I will ever be
[00:31.26] I lied to you
[00:33.26] I lied to you
[00:35.43] Always told you that I wanted this
[00:37.64] But I just wanted you
[00:39.24] I lied to you
[00:41.22] I lied to you
[00:43.37] You lit my flame up like a candle
[00:45.48] But you burned me out too soon
[00:49.58]
[00:55.20] I'm always dreaming of vacations
[00:57.44] But I'm trapped inside my room
[00:59.10] Maybe I'll do some meditation
[01:01.47] To avoid impending doom
[01:03.86] I know that I'm too quiet
[01:05.48] Maybe it's because I've seen
[01:07.17] Too many things I'm not supposed to know
[01:09.83] About reality
[01:11.20] I lied to you
[01:13.23] I lied to you
[01:15.40] Always told you that I wanted this
[01:17.72] But I'm not in the mood
[01:19.23] I lied to you
[01:21.25] I lied to you
[01:23.44] I was a fool to ever think
[01:25.21] I'd find her universe in you
[01:29.25]
[01:35.06] Spend half my life inside the internet
[01:37.88] Half inside my shoes
[01:39.16] Keep wondering why shit don't feel better yet
[01:41.89] I guess I need more views
[01:43.27] Yeah, you can hide behind your keyboard
[01:45.45] I'm not doing this for you
[01:47.48] I know that most of you are chill
[01:49.34] But I'm a goddamn human too
[01:51.32] I lied to you
[01:53.12] I lied to you
[01:55.48] Always told you that I wanted this
[01:57.77] But I just wanted truth
[01:59.24] I lied to you
[02:01.26] I lied to you
[02:03.25] Made the mistake to diagnose
[02:05.24] This marigold before it bloomed
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