Damaged Thoughts

[00:15.83] Still in the field, mm
[00:19.44] Still in the field, I ain't doin no hidin' nigga, uh, uh (Lawrence production)
[00:27.26] Jump in the coupe, finna take me a ride
[00:28.70] Turn up the music, alot on my mind
[00:30.42] My nigga ain't make it, it's makin' me cry
[00:32.05] Still slidin' on opps, tryna make one die
[00:33.60] I was down on my dick, they ain't offer me help
[00:35.55] Depression took over, ain't feelin' myself
[00:37.03] Granny said I got her, don't need nobody else
[00:38.88] Got the fye on me now, it's concealed by the belt
[00:40.52] Told my cousin, I'm coolin', you know I'm a soldier
[00:42.33] Don't worry 'bout me, hope I'm here when it's over
[00:44.02] I don't want the scat, but I might get the rover
[00:45.73] Abusin' codeine, dropped a eighth in my soda
[00:47.31] She callin' and textin', want me to come over
[00:48.95] She know I'm a gunna, feel safe when I hold her
[00:50.89] Been lookin for love ever since I got older
[00:52.50] With her I feel different, I finally had told her
[00:54.39] They want me to die, and they want me arrested
[00:56.18] Glizzy on me, I still post in my section
[00:57.65] Gunners with me, they make sure I'm protected
[00:59.15] Got the drop when we spinned, with them bodies we selfish
[01:01.19] We gon' bump head if we all outside
[01:02.65] Tell the opps don't tell when you niggas start dyin'
[01:04.21] Want a few niggas dead I'ma say about nine
[01:06.09] Finna go on a spree, won't waste no time
[01:07.95] Go down for a M, and these niggas start tellin'
[01:09.43] My daddy a gansta', I grew up round felons
[01:11.23] Ain't trustin' nobody, my trust in my weapon
[01:12.85] My brother had died, hope he made it to heaven
[01:14.58] Double tappin' the Glock, this bitch empty in seconds
[01:16.45] Protectin' my heart, the inside of me damaged
[01:18.08] I'm playin' my part, know these bitches be messy
[01:20.05] Blood on the streets, niggas know it get deadly
[01:21.35] Spendin' money on guns, could've bought me a chevy
[01:23.19] I ain't duckin' no rec, tell them niggas we ready
[01:24.80] Used to spin with a tec, all them niggas was scary
[01:26.66] Was thuggin' at ten, lookin' up to my daddy
[01:28.24] Lovin' them Glocks, on the back, put switches
[01:30.12] Still on a road, on a road to the richest
[01:31.84] Flew out of town, need a break from the trenches
[01:33.36] Million dollar nigga, gotta change how I'm livin'
[01:35.15] I picture me rich, and they picture me murdered
[01:36.76] I'm smokin' exotic, inlove with the purple
[01:38.31] Send them gunna's to spin, and they comin' to dirt you
[01:40.16] Get killed for the free, even though this shit personal
[01:41.70] Still will pull up myself when they pissin' me off
[01:43.49] Brodie told me to chill, I'm becomin' a boss
[01:45.36] Due for a win, it was loss after loss
[01:47.18] Pay for that body, no matter the cost
[01:50.68] Pay for that body, no matter the cost
[01:52.12] Ride for ya' brother that's what I was taught
[01:53.93] Fightin' depression them battles I fought
[01:55.48] The way I've been feeling I know its my fault
[01:57.36] Hard to be happy too lost in my thoughts
[01:58.95] Go to see the reaper he just wanna talk
[02:00.57] Ain't ridin' for bro then we droppin' you off
[02:02.42] Name on the list then we knockin' em off
[02:03.96] Kept it real since the start I ain't showin' no flaws
[02:05.68] He got hit in his leg so it fuck wit' his walk
[02:07.26] Heard he died from that talkin' now tell em' to talk
[02:09.15] Bled out red but he got white chalk
[02:11.03] Told on his mans soon as they got caught
[02:12.45] Only here by myself won't say what I saw
[02:14.11] If I ever stop spinnin' them bodies in vaults
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