Nowhere Close to Home

I've been walking for so long but still I'm nowhere close to home
Cause home is where the heart is and mine's with you
I got a place up in my head where the sun is waking up the dead
And the sky is red so come on get me there
Sometimes I can feel the joy, then I get played like a toy
Whatever happened to that boy?
So come on pack me up, you know that I'm not coming back
Don't talk to me unless you want to cheer me up
I don't know if I'm gonna forget her but I'm gonna have a good time
And when the sun goes down I'll be hanging with my head up high
I've been walking south all day, I'm so excited on the way
But just when I'm about to reach the end
Something always happens and it's messing with my head
Oh no I'm doing circles again
Back to where I started from
Sometimes I can feel the joy, then I get played like a toy
Whatever happened to that boy?
Story of my life, all in colors and in sounds but I got no regrets cause it's the journey that counts