The Fall

[00:14.60] Watch the image of me move slow
[00:17.98] Your angry voice always just makes me stow
[00:21.54] The fear I held as a child deep inside
[00:24.79] Until the skin starts to break and I crumble
[00:27.33] Down, down, down in the undertow
[00:30.28] Friends rise above me as I sink below
[00:33.71] Into this hell that I made here all on my own
[00:37.06] I'm sitting past rock bottom, contemplating suicide
[00:40.05] Yeah, where's my soul
[00:41.26] You said I'd never be anything, yeah, so why try?
[00:44.72] Floating inside of a capsule 'til panic subsides
[00:48.05] A lack of serotonin, so we take SSRIs
[00:51.63] Medicated by someone else to keep my life in a line
[00:54.92] I stay high, so I can just pretend that everything is fine
[00:58.44] I still have memories of my father in the back of my mind
[01:01.90] Decide to ruin a family name, so I can just pretend
[01:05.30] That everything will be fine when the morning starts with the end
[01:08.71] Pop a pill to relate
[01:10.32] Can't connect, it's too late
[01:12.04] Digging flesh, wanting more
[01:13.89] Making the cracks in my core
[01:15.58] Hells above, so below
[01:17.27] You're tethered in my soul
[01:18.85] In reverse, watch the lights
[01:20.50] Fade back and forth 'til I'm gone
[01:22.43] I fucked up, I can't change
[01:24.14] Wait a sec, I'll explain
[01:25.86] Slipping tongues in the rain
[01:27.59] The best times I'll never gain
[01:29.18] The forest always yearns
[01:31.00] I hear it calling concern
[01:32.69] Until I fade away
[01:34.56] Maybe my life is in vain
[01:36.15] I can tell from your eyes
[01:37.89] See the hate deep inside
[01:39.79] I'm too late, never mind
[01:41.43] Feels like I can't get it right
[01:42.90] Fool me once, fool me twice
[01:44.86] I come back, kill the lights
[01:46.49] Curtains up, show is done
[01:48.07] I won't bring you back to life
[01:49.79] I learned from every mistake
[01:51.44] Trust is not something you break
[01:53.00] And when I got too much on my plate
[01:54.81] I just remember it's fate
[01:56.69] Who knew how much it would take
[01:58.31] When I got myself in the way
[02:00.02] Watching these clouds turn to gray
[02:01.70] I'm washing memories away
[02:03.53] They told me you won't be nothing except a let down
[02:07.05] I'll watch this world burn to ashes before I melt now
[02:10.30] When they turned their backs, I was laughing with every step
[02:13.12] I went from searching for what's right, now I'm taking everything left
[02:17.22] Can't shake this feeling inside, one minute I close my eyes
[02:20.85] Then it's right back to a life where I've got nowhere to hide
[02:24.12] Try to pretend that I'm fine when I feel so paralysed
[02:27.66] I feel your words in my spine with every day I'm alive
[02:31.00] Now my backs to the wall, I feel nothing at all
[02:34.49] And I wonder how I got here
[02:37.95] All the pain from the fall
[02:39.68] I feel nothing at all, I feel nothing at all
[02:44.79] Pop a pill to relate
[02:46.35] Can't connect, it's too late
[02:48.24] Digging flesh, wanting more
[02:49.74] Making the cracks in my core
[02:51.64] Hells above, so below
[02:53.14] You're tethered in my soul
[02:55.18] In reverse, watch the lights
[02:56.64] Fade back and forth 'til I'm gone
[02:58.41] I fucked up, I can't change
[03:00.37] Wait a sec, I'll explain
[03:01.62] Slipping tongues in the rain
[03:03.52] The best times I'll never gain
[03:05.34] The forest always yearns
[03:07.06] I hear it calling concern
[03:08.77] Until I fade away
[03:10.49] Maybe my life is in vain
[03:12.28] Pop a pill to relate
[03:13.82] Can't connect, it's too late
[03:15.52] Digging flesh, wanting more
[03:17.18] Making the cracks in my core
[03:18.98] Hells above, so below
[03:20.70] You're tethered in my soul
[03:22.40] In reverse, watch the lights
[03:24.06] Fade back and forth 'til I'm gone
[03:25.83] I fucked up, I can't change
[03:27.66] Wait a sec, I'll explain
[03:29.22] Slipping tongues in the rain
[03:30.95] The best times I'll never gain
[03:32.65] The forest always yearns
[03:34.48] I hear it calling concern
[03:36.17] Until I fade away
[03:37.76] Maybe my life is in vain
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