Suicide Note, Pt. 1

[01:19.02] Cheap cocaine
[01:21.05] A dry inhale
[01:22.93] The pills that kill and take the pain away
[01:34.62] Diet of life
[01:36.84] Shelter without
[01:38.50] The face that cannot see inside yours and mine
[01:50.20] When I'm hiding
[01:52.41] When I need it
[01:54.02] It lets me breathe
[01:58.33] For our handle on this life
[02:01.79] I don't believe
[02:05.78] This time
[02:09.77] Would you look at me now?
[02:12.45] Can you tell I'm a man?
[02:17.30] With these scars on my wrists
[02:19.73] To prove I'll try again
[02:24.54] Try to die again, try to live through this night
[02:32.56] Try to die again...
[02:37.29] Forever fooling
[02:39.58] Free and using
[02:41.50] Sliding down the slide that breaks a will
[02:53.19] Mothers angel
[02:55.36] Getting smarter
[02:57.54] How smart are you to regress unfulfilled?
[03:05.49] It's a damn shame
[03:09.09] When I'm hiding
[03:11.03] When I need it
[03:12.80] It lets me breathe
[03:16.96] For our handle on this life
[03:20.19] I don't believe
[03:24.07] (This time)
[03:28.09] Would you look at me now?
[03:32.24] Can you tell I'm a man?
[03:36.00] With these scars on my wrists
[03:38.61] To prove I'll try again
[03:43.79] Would you look at me now?
[03:47.11] Can you tell I'm a man?
[03:51.22] With these scars on my wrists
[03:53.10] To prove I'll try again
[03:58.83] Try to die again
[04:02.45] Try to live through this night
[04:06.60] Try to die again...
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