moon phases

Dust settles in a crowded room
It’s been a while since I’ve been loose and I
Thought I’d be comfortable just me and you
Been a while since I
Been thinking about what it means to be without you
It hurts too much acceot that I’d be in a different place now, a different space now
The more moons I’ve been alive to see
The only certainty is uncertainty
I’ve been runnin’ from it
I’ve been hidin’ from the tides
And if you wanna
Lose the game
Well then follow me
Cos, I’ve made that my priority
I’ve been doing nothing
Except trying to find the lights
I’ve been trying to escape this
Chasing
I’ve been patient just been waiting pacing
Though that maybe that would make it better but
Then when it disappears I’m back in that rut
And I know
It’s so real
That I even feel this means there’s something to feel
The more moons I’ve been alive to see
The only certainty is uncertainty
I’ve been runnin’ from it
I’ve been hidin’ from the tides
And if you wanna
Lose the game
Well then follow me
Cos, I’ve made that my priority
I’ve been doing nothing
Except trying to find the lights
VOICENOTE
Whatever happens, is gonna happen.. And I have to be ok with like.. Sitting in the uncertainty of that.. As uncomfortable as it is
OUTRO:
Does it get any easier to bear
I really wish that I just didn’t care
About the fact that nothing is forever
At least not in the way you’re used to