making the bed

[00:07.42] Want it, so I got it, did it, so it's done
[00:11.13] Another thing I ruined, I used to do for fun
[00:14.64] Another piece of plastic, I could just throw away
[00:18.24] Another conversation with nothing good to say
[00:21.72] I thought it, so I said it, took it 'cause I can
[00:25.36] Another day pretendin' I'm older than I am
[00:28.98] Another perfect moment that doesn't feel like mine
[00:32.57] Another thing I forced to be a sign
[00:35.99] Well, sometimes I feel like I don't wanna be where I am
[00:40.07] Gettin' drunk at a club with my fair-weather friends
[00:43.75] Push away all the people who know me the best
[00:48.29] But it's me who's been makin' the bed
[00:50.94] I'm so tired of bein' the girl that I am
[00:54.53] Every good thing has turned into somethin' I dread
[00:58.02] And I'm playin' the victim so well in my head
[01:02.88] But it's me who's been makin' the bed
[01:06.78] Me who's been makin' the bed
[01:10.35] Pull the sheets over my head, yeah
[01:14.87] Makin' the bed
[01:19.36] And every night, I wake up from this one recurrin' dream
[01:22.94] Where I'm drivin' through the city and the brakes go out on me
[01:26.60] I can't stop at the red light, I can't swerve off the road
[01:30.26] I read somewhere it's 'cause my life feels so out of control
[01:33.61] And I tell someone I love them just as a distraction
[01:37.38] They tell me that they love me like I'm some tourist attraction
[01:40.94] They're changin' my machinery and I just let it happen
[01:44.59] I got the things I wanted, it's just not what I imagined
[01:48.11] Well, sometimes I feel like I don't wanna be where I am
[01:52.24] Gettin' drunk at a club with my fair-weather friends
[01:55.83] Push away all the people who know me the best
[02:00.42] But it's me who's been makin' the bed
[02:03.07] I'm so tired of bein' the girl that I am
[02:06.67] Every good thing has turned into somethin' I dread
[02:10.26] And I'm playin' the victim so well in my head
[02:14.92] But it's me who's been makin' the bed
[02:18.97] Me who's been makin' the bed
[02:22.63] Pull the sheets over my head, yeah
[02:26.89] Makin' the bed
[02:30.70]
[02:46.04] Sometimes I feel like I don't wanna be where I am
[02:53.62] Countin' all of the beautiful things I regret
[02:58.27] But it's me who's been makin' the bed
[03:02.29] Me who's been makin' the bed
[03:05.81] Pull the sheets over my head
[03:10.21] Makin' the bed, oh
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