Chaos

[00:10.98]When the world gets quiet, and everybody's dreaming
[00:16.07]I stay up late, so I can finally hear myself think
[00:21.34]When I'm far from home, I, I call God up on the telephone
[00:29.24]I say
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[00:30.78]"Hey, there girl, I don't know what I'm doing
[00:35.08]Think I've made a mess of my life, my soul is twisted up in ruins
[00:40.88]I feel so alone"
[00:43.90]And the silence feels like a dial tone
[00:47.06]
[00:49.48]Somedays, I'm a fast car learning how to drive
[00:52.24]Drive around the mountain, gonna lose my mind
[00:54.88]Remind me where I'm going 'cause I don't know why
[00:57.88]Why I can't get satisfied
[01:00.33]Sometimes, I'm a roller coaster ride
[01:03.09]I ride around the bend, and I close my eyes
[01:05.80]I don't know where I'm going, now, I'm up too high
[01:08.86]Make it stop, I'm tired of the chaos
[01:16.68]The chaos
[01:21.96]
[01:21.96]I'm over all the stories, the bullshit I enabled
[01:27.51]I thought my life would look a little bit more stable
[01:32.88]There's an earthquake in my mind
[01:35.86]While the wildfires burn outside
[01:39.66]
[01:41.56]Somedays, I'm a fast car learning how to drive
[01:44.38]Drive around the mountain, gonna lose my mind
[01:46.98]Remind me where I'm going 'cause I don't know why
[01:49.94]Why I can't get satisfied
[01:52.41]Sometimes, I'm a roller coaster ride
[01:55.22]I ride around the bend, and I close my eyes
[01:58.03]I don't know where I'm going, now, I'm up too high
[02:01.00]Make it stop, I'm tired of the chaos
[02:08.73]The chaos
[02:14.38]The chaos
[02:19.43]Oh, the chaos
[02:25.58]
[02:26.25]I don't know what's become of me
[02:31.53]I miss the Jersey girl I used to be
[02:37.58]
[02:39.03]Somedays, I'm a fast car learning how to drive
[02:41.98]Drive around the mountain, gonna lose my mind
[02:44.50]Remind me where I'm going 'cause I don't know why
[02:47.56]Why I can't get satisfied
[02:50.06]Sometimes, I'm a roller coaster ride
[02:52.83]I ride around the bend, and I close my eyes
[02:55.60]I don't know where I'm going, now, I'm up too high
[02:58.56]Make it stop, I'm tired of the chaos
[03:06.48]The chaos
[03:11.96]The chaos
[03:16.93]Oh, the chaos
[03:24.16]
[03:25.83]I close my eyes, I see my dreams are changing
[03:31.73]I'm okay with it
[03:34.64]I'm alright
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