Medicine

[00:00.05] I used to wanna die
[00:03.40] But now I wanna live forever
[00:07.38] I've got friends online
[00:11.37] And they know me better than I know myself
[00:15.22] And I don't cry
[00:18.74] Because my medication confiscates emotions
[00:21.92] No I can't play with my feelings
[00:23.81] So I go outside
[00:26.89] And I talk about the weather
[00:31.61] Well the sky is blue and the leaves are green
[00:35.44] I'm an atheist, so I don't believe, but
[00:40.38] Thank God for my medicine
[00:44.16] I feel so apathetic when
[00:48.12] I take my medicine
[00:52.42] And it's in my head again
[00:55.88] Thank God for my medicine
[00:59.70] I feel so much better, and
[01:03.50] If it wasn't for my medicine
[01:07.94] I'd wanna be dead again
[01:11.26] I could never stay awake
[01:14.96] But now I'm staring at the ceiling
[01:19.09] Oh, you think I've lost weight?
[01:21.93] Gee thanks, I didn't even have to try, I just forgot I hadn't eaten
[01:26.78] And my heart can't break
[01:30.49] Because my medication confiscated sex, now I don't fancy anybody
[01:35.56] And my life is great
[01:38.04] Because it is devoid of meaning
[01:41.13] (Yay, this is my favorite part)
[01:43.15] But I'm happy I was born and I don't care why
[01:47.07] And I never used to pray but I may as well try
[01:51.85] Thank God for my medicine
[01:55.79] I feel so apathetic when
[01:59.79] I take my medicine
[02:04.03] And it's in my head again
[02:07.46] Thank God for my medicine
[02:11.20] I feel so much better, and
[02:15.28] If it wasn't for my medicine
[02:19.38] I'd wanna be dead again
[02:24.81] Oh my God, I love my medicine
[02:28.78] Oh my God, there's nothing better than medicine
[02:32.50] If it wasn't for my medicine (oh my God)
[02:37.06] I'd wanna be dead again
[02:40.35] Oh my God, I love my medicine
[02:44.26] Oh my God, there's nothing better than medicine
[02:48.07] If it wasn't for my medicine (oh my God)
[02:52.47] I'd wanna be dead again
[02:55.35] (I don't feel sad, I just feel numb)
[02:57.77] Thank God for my medicine
[03:01.58] I feel so apathetic when
[03:05.58] I take my medicine
[03:09.74] And it's in my head again
[03:13.24] Thank God for my medicine
[03:17.19] I feel so much better, and
[03:20.97] If it wasn't for my medicine
[03:25.02] I'd wanna be dead again
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